Family Outing

I treated everyone to a few games of bowling last night.  It was grand fun, I needed that.  Everyone went but John.  I took some pictures, which I will post tomorrow or something.  We all had a great time.  We let Justin bowl a few times, and let me just say, he has SERIOUS beginnners luck.  He got 9 pins at least 3 times and he even got a strike once!!  I have pictures of the strike.  He liked it.  Dad, Billy and I were drinking.  I had at least 6 drinks, Jack & Coke ofcourse.  Let me just say they were stout as hell.  I watched them pour it and they filled the cup 3/4ths of the way with Jack.  So I figure in the 3 or so hours we were there I drank half a bottle of whiskey.  By the time I got home I was totally drunk, I ended up throwing up twice.  I havent been that drunk in a LONG time, I guess I was drinking shit away.  I’ve been wanting to go have a drink for the past few days.  Last night should tide me over for a while.

Anyways, back to bowling, mom got a Turkey on the last frame.  We played 3 games, the first 2 were at the same time, just on different lanes.  First time up on the 2nd lane, I got a strike.  WHOO HOO.  I kept leaving the #10 pin up though, talk about frustrating.  After the bowling we went and played a few games of pool.  You know it’s expensive to go out anymore.  It cost a little over $100.00 for the bowling.  Thats just the games, not the pizza or drinks or anything else.  Thats ridiculous.  I know I shouldnt have spent that money, but I couldnt stand being in the house for a minute longer, I needed to get out and do something.

The zoo was fun yesterday, we learned about skunks.  I think Selma is my favorite, shes too cute and smart, and her dad is awesome too.  It was fun, afterwards we took them to see the tigers.  Usually Barbara will set something up with the keepers of what animal we are going out into the park to see so that they can get the animals to move around and such for the kids.  Usually the keepers come and talk a minute then feed the animals.  So the keeper threw some raw meat out for the tigers and we watched them run around eating it.  It was cool.

I sent Jonathan a message, asking if we could talk about it a bit more.  I wanted to apologize once again for my foolishness.  The feeling I got from his response was one that made me realize I need to just let it go.  I screwed up, it’s my own fault.  I’m upset with myself, but theres nothing I can do about it now.  I should have just slept on my frustrations instead of blurting stupid things out like that.  ::shrugs::  Perhaps it is for the best though…..I wish him the best.

I guess this is long enough for a Sunday morning.  Hope all of your weekends went well, TATA folks!!