And the pride that kept me, didn’t want no company

To write or not to write, that is the question.  Once again folks, I am unmotivated.  GASP!!  I know I know, Im as shocked as you are  ::rolls her eyes::

Saturday I did the zoo thing, this weekend is SUPPOSED to be my weekend off, but I might have to go anyways.  After that Kris and I spent most of the rest of the day shopping.  Mostly at Home Depot.  I got most everything I needed to build the chicken yard.

Insert more ****** drama here.

Sunday I was in a piss poor mood because of the drama, and ended up telling everyone to leave me the hell alone.  I sat out there and built the chicken yard, with tears streaming down my face alone.  Thoughts of anger running through my head.  I was pissed at Billy for things he had said, pissed at Kris for allowing the bullshit.  Pissed at the entire damn world.

Later I told Kris some of how I felt and assured her I would be telling Billy.  I decided against telling Billy, I’d rather just let the shit go.

I thought the ball game was a lost cause.  Commercials sucked, half time sucked, and I thought even the game itself sucked for the most part.

Last night I smashed froggies pinkie in my bedroom door.  I nearly started crying.  He is ok, no marks on his finger this morning, but I felt soooooo bad.  Im an awful Aunt 🙁  Actually, I know thats a lie, but thats how I felt at that very moment.  Luckily he loves me and forgives me and gave me some lovin this morning.  “Its ok Aunt Kim, I still love you”  Aww shucks, now I miss my Froggie.

Have a great day all!

Anyone heard of Tift Merritt, I have to say I love her voice and the way she sings this song

Good Hearted Man-Tift Merritt

I swore that I was living free.
Oh, you couldn’t talk to me,
And the pride that kept me, didn’t want no company.
Early morning subway train,
Feeling lost and running late,
Well, he held the car, and he gave his seat to me.

I can’t find nothing feels so fine as loving
A good hearted man.
He can soothe me, free me, oh I’m gonna marry
That good hearted man.

I told him that he’d better go
‘Cause I was crazy and impossible,
That my love was broken, my dreams had run off wild.
But patient as the easy rain,
He never turned away,
Calling, “Hey sweet woman, you know you’re not a child.”

There just ain’t nothing feels so fine as loving
A good hearted man.
He can soothe me, free me, oh I’m gonna marry
That good hearted man.

Good hearted man, now the night makes sense,
Because your tenderness is sheltering me.

So I’m trading in that hothead kid
For a woman I can give to him.
It ain’t easy, but I’m gonna do the best I can
For that good hearted man.

There just ain’t nothing feels so fine as loving
A good hearted man.
He can soothe me, free me, oh I’m gonna marry
That good hearted man.
And I’m grateful, got to say thank you
To a good hearted man.