7/6/2007

First of all, I locked my keys in my truck again today.  Stephen has a spare but for some reason he doesnt carry it around.  So he had to go all the way home to get it, which made him late picking up his patient which means hes going to be late getting home.  Well, if he would just carry the damn thing with him, his patient has to go to the dialysis center right across the street from my work, he could have dropped it off then insteand of going all the way home.  To top it off its raining like crazy, Ive heard that part of the parking garage is a little flooded. 

If this friggin rain doesnt stop Im never gonna get my house.  They need at least 3 days of clear weather before they will start pouring the foundation. SOMEONE TURN OFF THE DAMN FAUCET ALREADY!!!  I guess it could be worse, I could be in north Texas drowning instead of Southeast Texas just needing a house before my wedding.

Stephen’s dad has been quite the little drama queen about the wedding and stuff regarding it.  But he has been partly helpful as well.  I have a slight hunch that he may try to shag Stephen’s mom while they are here.  Or at least try to hook back up with her.  I cant wait to watch it play itself out.  I doubt Stephen’s mom will go for it.  On another note, Stephens dad said he will pay for the tooth.  YAY!!

I’ll be leaving work in about a half hour, I have too much time on the clock, we arent allowed to work any over time.

Anyways, yesterday during lunch I told Stephen about my little mini panic attack.  This entire time Ive been planning a wedding, now I realize its a marriage, Im going to be married, not just having a wedding.  Plus with all the crap with the house, Ive been second guessing it, is this not what God has planned for us, something is obviously trying to prevent us from doing the things we weant to do.  So last night I got home, Stephen asked to talk to me, we sat down and he started off with "You’ve been speaking your mind about the wedding and house stuff……" Oh no…..he went on to say he had done something bad.  My heart started racing……..what the hell was he about to say.   He blurted out "I didnt cheat on you so dont think that" I didnt think that was the case but I breathed a small sigh of relief.  I thought perhaps he was questioning things……..he wanted to reconsider.  Then he opened the top dresser drawer and inside was the little lock box we have our rings in………he pulled out his ring……he was cleaning today and said he got the rings out to look at them.  He was admiring his then decided to slip it on…………but it wouldnt go.  Either his fingers are swollen or its because of the little weight gain.  I giggled and thought to myself "Thats it!!!!  My heart was racing for that!!!!!"  So, I told him "no problem we’ll just lube it up"  He found our favorite lube and put a little on his finger…..then I slid the ring on…….it went on without a problem.  I think he sighed deeply at that point as well.  I told him to make sure, before the ceremony, the boys lube his finger up and no one will have to know but us.  LOL it was pretty funny.  I love my boy, he’s so silly.  I think he was surprised by my reaction.  He thought I was going to say it was another sign we shouldnt do it or something……..instead I just giggled and fixed the problem.

Ok………20 more minutes of work time and 15 more days till Im MARRIED!!!