What I really want

Is someone to watch my kids, away from my home for a week or two. Just 9-5 or something, but enough that I can overhaul my house, list things on trademe, box up things for a garage sale, and prep the baby stuff. Once all that is done, and a whole lot of my junk is gone, upkeep of this house will be so much easier! I barely have enough energy to keep up with the kids and the dishes, let alone spring cleaning and catching up with the winter backlog of washing!!

I don’t know why my brain functions so badly sometimes, but it just does. I wish I could think some things through better, but I keep repeating the same mistake over and over. When will I learn and change??