I’m here

The storm has blown over and I’m just tired right now. Things are better. The server is back up and all has been restored so that’s over.

Now I’m getting ready for and looking forward to the revival tomorrow night. Lord KNOWs I need a revival.

My spiritual life hasn’t been on the rocks but I feel so far away or unemotional or something. Something is not there anymore. I feel like it’s growth actually but it’s so silent and calm. It’s scary to me cause I’m an extreme person. I’m either extremely for or extremely against. Hot or Cold. But lately I feel content or like I just don’t care about alot of things. I’m wondering if this is a part of the transistion. Like certain convos that would spark my interest do nothing for me anymore. Especially negative convos about others. I think I’m changing I guess. I dunno…….

Anyways just wanted to let ya know what was up.

And it’s back to the drawing board as far as moving…. who cares?

~He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls.~

Proverbs 25:28

‘I grew up penecostal and I now attend an apostolic church, but I have long ago taken off the denominational boundaries. I’m sick of religion and tradition. I’m more concerned about relationship with God through Jesus Christ.’

~me