2 yellow hearts 4 being crazy enough to slosh

through flood waters this morning. What was I thinking?!?!?  Went walking with aunt this morning and the rain was pouring down but we just kept on trucking. I was scared of having the kids walk to school in all of that so I came to work late today and dropped them off at school.

I got an email from one of my bosses about wanting to have a meeting with me to discuss several topics……… hmmmm what does that mean? I have no idea but I’m nervous. Actually to be honest I don’t care if I get fired from this place because I really don’t like it here anyway. Memo to myself: never ever ever ever sign on to do IT support for any manufacturing plants of any kind. I’ll rant about it later

Anyways. Oh last night I finally got a chance to be alone with my daddy(God) and just worship him. It was wonderful! I got about 20-30 minutes in and then the phone began ringing.  I ignored it the 1st 3 times then I answered when My cell phone started ringing and it was Quincy going off cause he didn’t know where I was and needed some information from me. I told him I was praying and to leave me alone! lol. The kids already know the routines and they did their normal games, reading,  tv watching in the other rooms while I worshipped. ONE day Quincy will catch on lol. I then whined to God cause I can never just sit in his face and he told me to be patient it’ll come in time. So I’m trusting my daddy. Hey you never know….. I may get an unwarranted break from work *hint hint*

Is it wrong that I don’t care if I get fired today? What is wrong with me.

 I feel like Vickie Yohe’s song I just want you lyrics:

I could have fortune and fame- go anywhere do anything
But oh God, I just want You
I could search for earthly things- to satisfy my every need
Oh God, I just wnt You

Chorus
I just want You, I just want You
I just wanna live in Your presence everyday
I lay down my will and every selfish desire
Whatever it takes, Father that’s what I’ll do
Cause I just want You

Standing in this holy place- I’m here to seek Your face
Oh God, I just want You
Can You feel the passion in my heart- to be close to where You are
Oh God, I just want You

I just want You, I just want You
I just wanna live in Your presence everyday
I lay down my will and every selfish desire
Whatever it takes, Father that’s what I’ll do
Cause I just want You 
 

~He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls.~

Proverbs 25:28

‘I grew up penecostal and I now attend an apostolic church, but I have long ago taken off the denominational boundaries. I’m sick of religion and tradition. I’m more concerned about relationship with God through Jesus Christ.’

~me