A Decision is made

I don’t know what happened today, but something clicked/snapped/light bulb went off on top of my head? But I have just made my resume public again on seek and I am actively looking for a new job.

All day I hoped that something would happen that would allow me to leave and go homoe, go somewhere, be anywhere except where I was. I hate my job really dislike my job. I am a chatty person, I thrive on helping people and customer service. I spend all day currently in a glass cubical checking contracts, processing paperwork and emailing information to various people so that the machines go oout. A trained monkey could do my job. There is no stimulation, no challenge, no real variety, just the same old thing day in and day out and I came to the realisation I really am starting to go insane. I don’t know if I can hold out for the CRO or sales positions so I have started to do something actively now to change my situation. I need to be proactive about this otherwise I will go completely loco.

Onto other exciting news, I got a card and a note from my secret valentine. To @lyx and to my secret valentine, whoever you are – THANK YOU. I needed a smile today, I needed to feel special and that happened and it made my day bareable. Just the fact that someone wanted to be my valentine  made me feel pretty darn good to be honest!

Anyway it is hot and smokey and the house stinks…I am going to hide in the bathroom for a bit in a cool bath and pamper myself, Mr B is out for the evening and Master 7 and a half is just about ready for bed, so I will be able to have a bit of quiet me time that is much deserved and needed!

Just another little piece of me…..