today’s entry

today has been a good day so far. i got alot of homework done but i do have  alot of studying to do which is okay, im grateful our teacher is letting us use a cheat sheet for this exam coming up, i really need it, i was out of class most of the time dealing with the fight my ex bff and i had. but a different teacher showed us another way of studying so that was pretty nice. it seems a bit more fun than the notecards ive been doing. i got my tire fixed today which definitely helped, super grateful i have a creditcard to be able to pay for that stuff. i didnt sleep very well however which makes me a bit frustrated and i did not eat very well either, and i had some pretty horrible nightmares. they were during the time i was taking a nap too so that was pretty stressful, im not sure why i am so tired lately, maybe its the stress. ive also been dummy dehydrated, ive had to have quite alot of water the last 2 days so thats odd. i feel weird about the ex bff situation i dont know if shell reach out but its hard to imagine me talking to her and things being cool, i want to share my piece of mind with her and how terrible she is for saying the things she did but i mean i dont think i will. i feel that makes me childish. ive also still been listening to the subtle art of not giving a fuck. its been so helpful. im going to let a friend have my audible login once i finish the book, i believe she would benefit well from it. im getting sleepy now, im going to keep reading about buddhism since i find it so fascinating but okey bye