the change

so, since ive started this online journal stuff, ive noticed for the last 2 days ive been complaining alot less to my friends and to david. i also watch this video yesterday on tiktok and well it felt like i came across this self love video and well i had a happy cry after watching it, it was like an epiphany of self love and im beyond grateful that it changed my way of thinking. i couldnt help myself, i sent it to my friends. it also made me realize what my original mantra was, to be like naruto. i know hes fictional but he is honestly my hero, he is how i want to strive to be as a person. i had an argument with a friend about the death penalty and i had said i agreed with it, and well now that i think about it, naruto would not, he would want to forgive and help the person even if they committed a terrible crime. im in class right now so i am struggling to write because people are studying and i should study so im outty 5000