more rambling

well, the wedding was an absolute success and it was incredibly beautiful and my finger is feeling better so it does not hurt to type anymore which is nice, i think im going to sign up to start doing my massage clinic hours at school this week which is pretty darn exciting. however, not everything can be good… my ex husband made sure to give me one final fuck you. i received a notice about my wages being garnished for a debt he did not pay, that was his responsibility, im just glad that theyre giving me an opportunity to dispute it. i also am not hanging out with that one friend now and i think he is kinda mad, i have to dispute the stuff on monday so tomorrow and well i already work at night time so i am going to be pretty tired trying to get all my ducks in a row for court. but its fine. he left me on read though which makes me kinda sad, since i have a genuine reason that i cannot be there. ooooo and im so excited im going to start roller skating, i think having a physical hobby that isnt working out is going to be really good for me. i just honestly am tired and not in the mood to deal with court stuff, and ahhhh me and the bf had the cutest little slow dance at the wedding, we were talking outside away from everyone, but we did our own cute little slow dance away from everyone because we really didnt feel like walking back to the party, i also  got alot of other people to start dancing too, which was really nice, like its so fun getting people to have fun, they def were uncomfortable for a bit but then they finally got comfortable which is nice. ive notice i have future conversations in my head at work and it just makes me more angry about work, so im trying to change my way of thinking whenever im here so im  not getting angry about the past or the future, especially about things that may or may not happen. i did forget to take my meds so thats a bit of a bummer but its okay, oh and things with my roommate are stressful because they may not have a job here soon so things are really not starting to look good. but im not going to let it ruin my week. i also think im gonna start trying to make my own body wash, shampoo, conditioner and lotion. i want to be more of a naturalist, i dont know how well it will go but i think i would like it if i treated my body a bit better by using things that are good and natural for my body