Entry 8

There is a special place in hell that is reserved for men who ghost women after sex. I’m devastated right but unsurprised. We went on four dates and on the fourth I stayed at his place and we spent the night together. Once we had done the deed I noticed that he became more withdrawn and started paying less attention to me. I tried not to assume the worst but in that moment I knew what would follow. I felt dirty making my way back home, he kissed me goodbye and we promised to make plans to see each other again. I knew that would never happen, that the minute I left he wouldn’t think of me again.

I was so foolish to think things would be different this time, he was so kind to me and his intentions seemed so pure and genuine. If all he wanted was sex and he had been upfront about it I wouldn’t care. He deceived me into thinking our relationship was worth more. I never want to be touched by another man again. It takes a monster to do that to a person. I do not think a person capable of such cruelty deserves to be considered a human.