What I have done

Still not sure if I am doing the right thing… But with the luck I have for myself.. It prolly doesn’t really matter what I do…
Yesterday I deleted all records of Ellies mobile number.. So I couldn’t be tempted to message her… I dont want to appear any more obsessive then I might have been already….
I hate how I can be so obsessive, If I didn’t have the small amount of control I have.. I’d drop everythink and anythink for Ellie…
Now that is crazy…
Well so far the plan has been working.. Almost been a day without messageing her… But as for thinking about her.. I havn’t been able to stop… Every second that I dont keep my mind doing somethink.. I think of Ellie…
I dont get it.. What the hell did she do to me…
I swear she injected me with somethink when she decided to bite into my neck… And well I guess that was the first thing she did to me lol…
I so wish I could see her right now… God she is so atractive… And her personality.. So much fun.. So much like me…
Neways sending this.. I swear the more I talk about it the more doomed I become…