Weekend

The coming weekend was almost going to be the best weekend in awhile…
Ellie had invited me around.. PLan was go watch and movie at the cinema… But I just had a feeling that somethink was going to stuff things up… And well in the end it turns out that I was right… Her work call and wants her to work friday night.. So there goes that great idea…
I was so looking forward to it… I really can’t wait to see her again.
But dam all this.. Gettin my hopes up and all… I am so going to get fucked ova here I bet… The other day she was telling me a lil what she thought of me.. Said she likes me and all… Still not sure if that was a more then friends way.. or just likes me as a friend and all.. But dam it was enough for me to hang onto… This girl really is going to drive me crazy.. I can see that already…
Her work hours are totaly opisite to mine… This sucks balls alot. Cos dam I just want to see her…
No one I know, knows that I like Ellie.. I have done a good job to make them think otherwise… I have probably done this to sorta not get my hopes up… Cos I am really fallin for this girl…
God I get way to happy when I hear from her.. The thing I hate the most about that… Is after I hear from her… I sorta just keep hoping that I hear from her again and gaa.. I have waited a lil to long sometimes… Yeha I know I’m crazy…