Crap!

I just had the worest convo ever.. Not one I ever wished to have…
But hey we can’t have all wishes come true ay….
Sad days… But I’ll live… Prolly as harsh as it is for me… And as much as I didn’t want it.. I guess things just had to be said…

Dont cry out… Cease fire…. 10, 9, 8 And I’m breaking away…….

All the fun of the world into one big ball… And then its shrunk into a hand size and eatin right before your eyes…. You wouldn’t even know what to do as you see this happen… Thats how I feel right now….
At the moment I have the choice of what to do… Keep talking and hope all goes good… or stop talking and see if that helps anythink…. I dont think anythink is going to help…. i hate this so much, Why do things have to happehn like this…