Lost

Sometimes I wonder why I have to keep saying things when I know it’s just going to make the fight worse.  So I had a shitty weekend, but at least it doesn’t happen too often and at least it doesn’t last long.  I just don’t understand why people feel the need to lie is it really necessary.

Anyways enough about the past.  My boyfriend and I are going to look at another apartment tomorrow.  Hopefully this one turns out to be the one.  I’m feeling slightly on the lonely side and I don’t know how to fix it.  I’m surrounded by people but I feel lost in my own skin.  I think it’s just the fact that I am in NY and winter is coming and that’s why I feel this way.  At least that’s what I’m hoping.  I really don’t have much to say today but maybe I will write more later.

~The world may never know