The magic inside of the box

The house where my imagination lives has sat immerged in a deep pool of silence over the last couple of months. No matter how hard I looked, I couldn’t find where the stories were hiding. I roamed the halls searching but only found closed doors with no keys that would fit the locks. The attic, which holds the stories of my life’s future looked hazy and offered no immediate inspiration. The garden and woods that insulate and nurture my private thoughts were tranquil as if they were under the spell of winter’s solstice. So, I did what I always do in these seasons of motivational withdrawal…I waited.

As I have built this house throughout my lifetime I have learned that when my muses go away, there is nothing that I can do to find them. We live within an open-ended commitment, my stories and I, and it is understood that they are not there waiting for me to call upon them at my convenience. I have learned that patience is a far better house guest than frustration during these silent periods. All that I can do is wait until the house once again stirs to life and the stories are ready to reveal themselves.

So, time slips by and I was occupied with the day to day events that seem trivial just because I find them too close for comfort to normalcy. I like to say that I like a normal, structured lifestyle, but I know that those sentiments last only as long as it takes to speak them. I prefer unique interactions. Ones that will stand out in my memory and visit me when I am long in years past and short in days left. I prefer incidents that grow into stories. But, the stories were far away. And just when I decided to quit looking for them, the stories began stirring in my imagination again.

A cousin of mine whom, I don’t remember that well, but that remembers me as a child, sent me a box of old family photographs. Most of them are black and white snapshots of recollections that I had packed away and placed on the unused shelves of my memory. But, by looking at the pictures, my mind slowly awakened and I heard the sounds of stories starting to stir in the house of my thoughts. I began to retrace the footsteps that I have walked that have led me to be where I am in life. Blissful scenes from the past flashed into view and pulled me deeper into my history. As I looked at the faces that are no longer within reach, I remembered sitting on porches, under a velvet summer‘s night and listening to the wonderful stories being told, until I slipped into dreams under a blanket of eavesdropping stars. Those times, those stories, are now ready to show themselves.

I am once again, sitting on the front porch…this time at the house of my imagination, and I want to share some of the stories that I have heard from the countless porches that I sat on in my past.

I hope that you find comfort or at least amusement in these tales. But, most of all, I hope that you remember your own times of sitting on the porches of your youth.

Take Care.

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September 7, 2006

this is well written your awsome and my hero lol …i try not to keep my imagination in a box it makes it feel trapped

It is so good to see your name light up on my favorite list. I have missed reading you. But you know that becaue I always tell you that 🙂 I am glad the photos stirred you and I look forward to the stories you will share. ::big hugs:: Taire

September 7, 2006

Welcome back!!! Really missed you! Glad you are feeling those stirings again and I’m soooo looking forward to you sharing your tales. Yes, we had a front and back porch…miss them, too. Listenening to adults musing and playing jacks, gathering up leaves in the fall along the edge of the porch and jumping off the rails into the piles of leaves. 😉 Glad you are alright, most of all. GBY&YSmilesHUG

September 7, 2006

<3,

September 7, 2006

Hewwo Mr MoonLite! Thank you..i added you to my favorites….I figure it this way though if i can’t tell it start in a personal juornal and the people who stumble across it then who the hell could i be honest with?

Sis
September 7, 2006

Thank you for the note on my diary. Yes, September is a great time of the year.

September 7, 2006

I’m glad you found your porch. We’ve missed sitting at your knee and hearing your stories there.

September 7, 2006

woah, even when you’re in the midst of muselessness (yeah, I made that up), you’re a brilliant writer. Looking forward to more of your tales.

September 7, 2006

WELCOME BACK!! I’ve truly missed you!! Hope this means you’ll be writing more often – OD just isn’t the same without you! ~HUGS~

September 7, 2006

Glad you found your muse again! Missed ya on here. I know I don’t have room to talk…. I love boxes of old pictures and the memories they stir back to the big screen of our memory! Can’t wait to read more.

September 9, 2006

So glad you found the porch. I love those times. Even more I love old photographs and stories. As always I enjoy your style.

September 11, 2006

I wish I *had* a front porch … then, or now … but yes — to sit and reminisce — and then to share. I am also without my muse. Best to you! Em

September 15, 2006

Hey welcome back! I was about to give up on you, my man. Your entry is great – I need the same thing myself – I must get some old pics to stir the emotions… For the inverted penis thing – put your thumb in your mouth and blow REALLY HARD! That usually pops that stubborn fellow right out!