Told him…and I gotta question?

Well, here I am on my last break at work.  Had yesterday off and had to be here 4-midnight tonight.  I’m feeling ok, just tired…I’m way paranoid though.  I’m cramping a little bit, like not any worse…probably not even as bad as if it were my monthly, and earlier today when I wiped it was a little pink.  Is it anything to be worried about????  I hope not because I’m finally completely excited about this.  Me and J have beeen talking a lot lately and I think he’s completely excited too.  He really wants a girl, but like me will be happy with whatever we get.  I was kinda grouchy lastnight and now I feel bad because he’s in MT for his weekly work trip and I miss him.  He’s being a major sweetheart though. 

Oh and I emailed my ex and told him.  No reply, but at least the weight is lifted of my shoulders.  Now my mom can go crazy and tell everyone she wants and be comfortable with it.  She really didn’t want it getting to him from someone else, which she’s right.  Out of respect I needed to be the one to tell him.  Anyways got to get back to work..only an hour and a half left!