Sittin’ In Econ…Venting…

*Written in Class and then typed*

Oh man, I can’t hold my eyes open.  I’m sitting here in my econ class and it’s boring!  It is another one of them things when you get a test back find out you bombed it and find it hard to pay attention.  I’ll still get a good grade in the class though.  My math class has me worried a little bit, but I figured that if I get at least  a 75% on the final then I’ll still pass the class with a C.  I hate to look forward to settling with a C, but it’s better than failing.  I’ve got like a D and C on the two exams so far and I’ve done really good on most of the quizzes.  Makes no sense to me, but that’s how it is.  What sucks in the quizzes only count for 20% of my grade.  The other 80% is the exams. 

Blah, ,enough about school.  I just updated my homework list and it looks like I can afford to take a break from homework tonight.  I just keep adding to my list because looking at all the things crossed off that I’ve actually done, makes me feel good. 

Ok really enough about school…for real this time.  I’ve done Tae BO the last two nights and I’m feeling pretty good.,  A little stiff and sore, but it’s gonna be worth it.  I need to lose weight really bad.  Since I’ve been on birth control I’ve gained like 25 pounds.  Before that I had gaind a bunch too.  Since I’ve met Matt I’ve gained almost 40 pounds.  Honestly, I was overweight then too, so now it’s way out of hand and I have got to do something about it.  I don’t have a bathroom scale that works so the only time I get my actual weight is when I got to the dr.  I’m hoping to find a really good one for pretty cheap so I can keep track.  I’m working on cutting back on what I eat and drnik.  The main thing is to quit drinking pop.  It has probably been two weeks since I’ve had one.  Once I feel I’m past that crave I’m gong to cut back on sugar.  I always feel the need for a snack when I’m at work, so I’ll go next door to the store and get a candy bar or something.  I got thinking about it and I eat a lot of extras.  I made Matt quit letting me take a lunch to work because we ALWAYS had sandwiches adn I hear that to cut back on bread and carbohydrates helps to lose weight.  I’ve been paying a little more attention to carbs and I’ll slip here and there but slowsly I hope to cut back for good.  It’s just so hard to eat healthy when you have my schedule.  I’m always on the run so I just eat whatevers quick.  Blah!  I”m hoping to lose at least 10 pounds by my Christmas party that  is on the 13th.  If I’d just quit thinking about it so much I could do it.  Thorught the day it is all I think about and it leads to eating.  I tried to keep myself busy today at work and it seemed to help a little.  I’d rather not say how much I weight but I’ll keep updated on my loss once I get to my goal weight, or even half way there then I might mention it but for now I’ll just keep it to myself. 

Hmmph…that’s depressing…now onto something else…work was alright today.  Oncec again the annoying one was at our other store again.  IT was nicee.  We weren’t all that busy today, but it was pretty steady.  Blah..that’s enough..I need to pay attention. 

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