Marriage and Stuff

Blah..this weather sucks. It was so nice and hot today…now this..it’s like crazy out there…ahh there was lightning..I gotta hurry.
Anyways, I’m kinda blah right now. I just want to say that no matter what I say in this entry I wouldn’t change things for anything…this is just a little vent.
I LOVE being married..it’s like the most awesome thing. I wouldn’t change it for the world. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I wasn’t married. I mean like right now. Brandy’s wanting me to go dancing…tons of fun right…it is too..I mean I love it..I used to go EVERY week. Now it’s just like…I’m an old married woman lol. I mean I just get home and want to sleep. I mean I took a nap tonight and I could still go to bed and sleep for hours. It just seems I can’t relate to many of my friends much anymore. Kinda sucks.
Lastnight Brandy came and got me and we just ran into Wal-mart. It was like the most exciting trip to Wal-Mart I’ve ever taken. That might sound kinda cheesey…but it was like awesome. I mean was just talked..I listened to Brandy talk about her weekend and after we got back we sat in the driveway and talked forever…just about stuff..lol..I don’t know what was so exciting or great about it, but it was nice. Thanks Brandy!
Earlier, I really really wanted to go dancing…I mean like it sounded so much fun..the longer I sat here…the more tired I got…and finally I just fell asleep…NOW it would just be way to much work and take way too much energy to get cleaned up. It’s only like 9:15! I used to be like still getting ready right now so we could make it there before 10 to get our discount!
Sometimes I really really miss the old days. I mean honesty it seemed like way so much more stress and drama back then…now it’s like ‘grown-up’ stress and drama…and there’s not much of that…I mean inside my marriage…outside…like families and stuff…..blah…lol. I mean like I said I wouldn’t change that for the world. I love Matt with all my heart and couldn’t be luckier than I am to have him in my life. Sometimes we just need a little excitement lol. As relaxing as it is without school, I miss it…I mean it actually gave me something to stress about. Don’t get me wrong I’m glad that I don’t have to stress about my married…I’m glad that it goes so smoothe. I mean it’s like I was telling Brandy lastnight…if we get into an argument..we just go in separate rooms until we’re over it..or until we feel we can talk about it without yelling…or hurting eachothers feelings….no kidding an argument between Matt and I usually only lasts about 30 seconds…the more serious ones….5 minutes at the most…It’s great!
I mean we fight less now than we did when we were dating…isn’t it usually the other way around…lol.
Anyways, well that’s my little vent….I guess it really wasn’t a vent lol…but oh well. Guess I just needed to ‘brag’ about married life. Not bragging in a cocky way…just said brag because I couldn’t think of a better word.