Little Update.

Well, I’m finally getting a chance to update.  Seems like the last few times I have gone to I haven’t had itme.  The computers have been used everytime I get a break.  I’m going to try and convince J we need the internet at the house and I’ll see about getting my computer from my grandmas…maybe I should just get wireless for my laptop…hmmm I dunno but I need internet at the house lol. 

Anyways, haven’t been to the doctor yet, but the symptoms just keep coming and coming and as of today I am 2 days late so….yeah lol.  My mom mentioned maybed I should test again, but 2 positives…and all the symptoms I’m having I think I just need to go to the doctor.  Which they aren’t open today so I have to wait until tomorrow to call and make an appointment.  I read somewhere that doctors usually don’t really want to see you until your 8 weeks…but I at least need to go in to confirm the pregnancy, right?  LOL obviously I’m new to this. 

Well I told my mom, her and my sisters are about the only ones in my family that know.  I want to wait until I go to the doctor and what not before I tell anyone else.  I think J is waiting til I go to the doctor until he says anything to his family.  Anyways, my mom was shocked, I think she still is, I told her that i knew the timing was bad, but I think it’s all going to be ok.  She said yeah the timing is off and she wishes we were married.  I refuse to get married just because we are having a baby.  Maybe that’s a bad attitude to have, but rawr lol. 

Then she made the comment how she is happy, but she feels bad for my ex.  Me and him are still good friends and I know he needs to hear it from me, but how do I tell him.  And I do need to tell him right? 

Well I gots to get going, it’s about time for me to get back to work, so leave me notes.