I’m back and here to stay.
I’m definitely back and here to stay. I’ve lost some favorites because of my lack in update. I promise I"m here to stay. May not get a chance to update everyday, but I’ll definitely update…and note a lot more!
Things have been really stressful lately. I"m just trying so hard to get my life…more my financial situation back on track and it seems like it’s just one thing after another. I’m currently waiting to hear from my bank about a loan to pay off all my bad debt. Mostly credit cards and things I collected over the time I was going through my divorce. If that goes through I think I’ll finally have my head above water. If it doesn’t…I’ll have to rethink everything. Overall it’s about 4800 which really isn’t bad, but it’s still a lot. I’m finally at a job where I can stay caught up on my current bills and still have some to spare so it’s time I get it taken care of. Hope it goes through!
Mason has to have surgery on Monday the 20th. I"m scared to death. It’s nothing major but it’s still surgery and he has to go under with anesthetics. Back when he first started walking he was falling a lot and one time in particular he hit the coffee table with his mouth and his teeth have been a little messed up since. I’ve been watching them and they just seemed to be getting worse and worse so I took him to a Pediatric dentist and sure enough. They’re bad. It also didn’t help that for a while he was put to bed with a bottle…and..I really didn’t know the effects of it…and now I wished like crazy I wouldn’t have done it. It was like a security thing to him. I mean he’s completely off the bottle now and has been for a while, but it’s too late. He has about 5 teeth that need some attention. The front two are the worst and they may require root canals or even being removed completely. The bottom two and the one next to the top also need fillings. I feel horrible. I mean I know it’s not all my fault. But I could have done a lot to prevent it. My mom is also having some problems with my brother. He’s 4 and had fillings put ina lot of his teeth already. It’s nothing major but I just feel like a horrible mom. I do the best I can for my son and well I wish I would have done things different. The dentist tells me that it may have not been that…I think he was just trying to make me feel better…but..he said there’s no telling. Genetics can have a lot to do with it. Who knows…anyways he goes in at 7:30 am on Monday…and I"m a mess and will be until it’s over with!
He’s getting so big. He’s running around like crazy. Talks up a storm though most of the time it’s jibberish. He does say a quite a few words and has piked up on the signing they teach him at daycare. He knows how to tell me "more" when he wants more and I think it is so cute. He says mom, dad, dog, Teagun(which is my brother) and a quite of few others things. He likes to shake his butt and dance, and he LOVES his dog, Roscoe. He has learned to tell me no but so far it’s not in a bad way lol. There’s just so much he’s learned I love watching him grow.
I think that’s enough for now…I’ll try and keep up!