Been Busy
Wow, it’s been a little while. I’ve just been kinda busy. School is kicking my ass as usual. I’ve just been kinda blah. I dunno what’s up. There’s a lot of things about me I want to change. I just sit here and think about all the things I want to change, but I don’t ever do anything about it. I dunno, it’s weird.
Anyways, things are going alright. I’m not doing TOO bad in school. I just cant wait til I’m done, I mean it’ll probably be another 2-3 years, but now that I have decided what I’m going into it gives me something to look forward to.
Work is going alright as well. I’ve been raking in the money, but I spend it as fast and I make it. I mean I make about $1100 a month..which isn’t bad around here, and I am always left with nothing. I just blow it on stupid stuff. I’ve decided that I’m going to get rid of a few of my credit cards. Dont know which ones yet, but they’re getting in the way. I mean I’d have a lot more money, but my totals on them keep jumping, so I feel obligated to pay more a month on them. Hopefully on payday instead of blowing extra money I’ll pay one of them off.
Speaking of bills, I probably did a bad thing. I bought a new car. I mean like I said I make $1100 a month. I should be able to handle it right…plus hubby makes about $1600 a month. We pretty much keep our own money and the bills are split up. Some people find that weird, but it works lol. Anyways, I had put my car in the paper for sale and got a few calls on it, but no one ever showed up to look at it. So I got talking with the guys at work and after a while they finally told me they would give me what I owe for my car..PLUS keep the same price on what I was planning on buying. So it all worked out…I mean I took a big jump in vehicles though and along with that came higher payments. My payment is now like $300 a month…but I now drive a 2003 Ford Escape. Nothing too fancy, but I’ve wanted one for a long time. That’s another thing though…I’m going to spending a lot more on gas. It only gets about 19mpg. I was getting around 33-35 in my car. Oh well huh…
Anyways, hmm dunno if you know it or not, but I am 20 years old and I have a 9 wk old little bro. He’s the cutest thing ever. If I figure out how to post pics I’ll post pics of him and my new car.
We’ve babysat him a couple times over this last few weeks and I tell ya..that is the best form of birth control. The kid is so darn picky, alls he wants is his mom ALL the time. I mean up until this last little while I’ve really wanted to start trying for a baby, but I just don’t thi nk I’m ready. I know Matt is, so it’s hard. I mean he understands, but I’m definitely wanting to wait until at least next summer. I mean I definitely have a lot of respect for mothers in general, but especially single mothers. I happen to read a lot of diaries of moms and I LOVE hearing about their experiences and I hope to someday experience it myself, but wow…I mean it’s a full time job, I just dunno if I could handle that…plus going to school and already working full time. It’s scary.
But enough rambling. I need to get to bed.
Leave me lots of comments and if ya know how to post pics let me know!