Actual Update

Well, I guess it’s about time for an update. I have a while, so I might as well get it done.
Man, I can’t even remember what I wanted to update on. I guess I’ll do a rundown of the previous weekend. As you know we had Matt’s neice and nephews. It was a pretty hectic weekend, but we made it through. In all honesty it made our baby fever even stronger. We just know we need to wait. It’s crazy because having the kids around and thinking of the day we decide it’s time to start trying got me thinking about some things. Maybe this is typical for every woman, but who knows. The thing that’s been bugging me the most is this feeling I have that I won’t be able to have children. Why do I get this feeling? I don’t know, it’s just been bugging me constantly! Then I know this is probably common, but I’m worried about raising my children. I mean it’s scary. I see my sister right now at the age of 15 and I would never allow my children to be friends with her…is that bad? I mean I wasn’t the perfect child, but I was NOTHING like my sister. I mean she just blah I can’t even begin to explain it. It’s so scary because the pressure of drugs, alcohol, sex, etc…everything, is so much stronger than it was even a few years ago when I was living the life of a teenager. It’s scary…
This week has been a blur. I started school on Tuesday. I have all my classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays and then one on Saturday and I work Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. It’s so much easier this way. It gives me time to have a life. I’m going to be able to get back to what I love doing the most and that’s riding my horses. Wednesdays and Thursdays will be perfect for it because Matt has his classes that night.
School’s going great so far. I was a little worried about my Math class. I’ve always been somewhat decent at Math. I’ve always liked it for the most part. This class I thought was suppose to be like an intro to precalculus and Trig…come to find out it’s even before that. It made me mad though because I had to buy a brand new book because they were out of used ones and we’re only doing like 5 chapters out of it! It made my decision to go onto Precalculus and Trig though. Rumor is they use the same books.
The other class I was worried about was my Intro to Music class. I’m not much of a musical person, even though I was in band in Middle school, Jr high, and part of High School. Come to find out it shouldn’t be that bad. It’s kind of interesting actually. We’ll see what I say about it further into the semester.
I have a story to tell about work, but I’ll put that in the next entry…
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