pics tomorrow

I have a few pics to post but i have to upload them tomorrow from the camera. I’m gonna take some more b4 i upload them and upload it all at once. Janessa likes the bouncy seat. She has NOT been to happy with me because i have been laying her down a lot more. Boy does she hate that lol. She will get used to it tho hopefully soon. So far she loves the swing and seat but not the bassinet. I guess b/c she can’t see what is going on or anything at that.

My neice wanted to spend the night tonight so tomorrow i am letting her hold Janessa while i get MUCH NEEDED house work done. I have dishes to do and i HAVE to sweep. I want to go through and sanitize EVERYTHING. It’s gonna look so nice in here and feel so great to walk into a clean house. Jason will not know what to think lol.

Janessa will not take a bottle. Does anyone have any idea how i can get her used to the bottle somewhat. Like when we go out to eat or out anywhere i have to take her  to the bathroom and feed her b/c she hasn’t taken the bottle for like a month now and i am to shy to feed her while we are out. Plus Jason wants to take me out to dinner and a movie next weekend, and i’d like to let her with my mom or sister if i could. Ya know? Jason and I could just really use the time together. I hate to leave her tho but it might be good to. It will only be for like 3 hours tops. I’m sure i will be calling my mom every 10min. to check on her lol.

I have choice to forgive Jason for everything that went on and i am moving on. If not what kind of marriage will we have, ya know? I know he didn’t mean to hurt me in any way shape or form. Just a guy being a guy lol. I wish i could copy the text message he sent to me. It’s really sweet and makes me relize he does love me with everything he has. Hmmm Pepper maybe i could just send it to you and let you read it. I saved that sucker you better beleive it lol. Let me know if u wanna read it. Oh yeah and yep we still have text messaging pepper. I told him if that went so did the net on his phone and he desided to keep it LOL.

Anyways, Jason bought me a new outfit i think i said in my last entry. When i wear it he practically drools over me. Its funny. He’s like mmmmm you look DAMN good for having 2 kids. Esp. for having one 8 weeks ago. Breastfeeding is helping that i think. I didn’t look this good after i had Blaydon i know that. It’s different this time. I’m happy. After i had Blaydon i cried a lot and i mean A LOT. And i gained weight. I had post partum with him. So yeah i will take a pic tomorrow of me in it and post a pic of me in it. It wont be til tomorrow night tho cause Jason has to take it.

On the other kids. They are all doing fine. I can’t beleive how fast time goes by. Blaydon will be 4years old in sept. Trenton will be 5 in sept. and Kassidy just turned 3 the end of May. I remember the day i found out i was pregnant with Blaydon. I didn’t know what to say or think. My mom didn’t beleive me at all that i was pregnant. So i threw my test at her lol. I said there mom there is my period for this month. She wasnt happy with me throwing it at her lol. With Janessa she just said you 2 didn’t need another child just yet you should have waited. But oh well. They all got over it quick and couldn’t wait til i had her.

Ok well i better get going. I’m going to feed Janessa and hit the sack. I’m pretty tired and i am starting to get a headache. Night everyone!

Oh i almost forgot. I can’t beleive in 2 weeks 3 days we will have been married 1 year. Oh wow that went by quick!!!

Jen