Just Thinking

You ever feel flat out ignored? Just that whatever you say is just brushed off and forgotten the second you say it? I feel that way a lot. But I shouldn’t, that’s the problem. The only reason why I’m treated that way is because I’m “so nice”. Which is bullcrap.

Why does the world take advantage of nice people, and not the other, stress-inducing people?Gotta wonder…

Like, the 50 year old lady who is amazing at her job, who gets written up for missing work because she is legitimately ill.
And the 17 year old girl who sucks at her job, is never on time, and called out ‘sick’ to go to a concert with friends, and doesn’t get written up.
I mean, what kind of disgusting double standard is that?

But even if I say anything, there’s nothing I can really do. I can’t affect change, because nobody can hear me.

They say the squeaky wheel gets the oil, but I was raised to mask my squeak, so even if something is wrong, you can’t hear it. The definition of a people pleaser.
people don’t like giving their oil, or time, or effort, into anything other than themselves.
I shouldn’t speak as if I’m not one of those people. I probably am. But at least I can see that it’s not right.
If we have, we should help those who don’t. You know ‘do unto others’ and stuff. I don’t know…

just thinking.