I’m obsessing

We’re going out for my 30th coming up soon….like 3 weeks I think? Okay 3 1/2. Pretty much none of my mom friends have mentioned even getting the invite (which I expected because they don’t really go out) but none of my coworkers have responded either and I’m mad at them. I thought maybe because it’s still far out, but another girl is having a Christmas party the weekend AFTER and almost everyone has either said they’re going or bummed about not being able to due to work. I’m already kind of insecure because I feel like they’re always telling me about nights they go out and are all OMG you should have BEEN there! when in actuality I COULD have been there and no one called me. But the times I do go out after work we all seem to have a good time, and people always come hang out with me while at work so it’s not like they seem to hate me or anything. I really want them to come ouuuuuuuuut.