09/18/2013

Hump Day! Finally!  And I don’t have to work this Saturday!!! Yay! =D

I did end up texting Rob and apologizing for being crazy. =P Things are okay now I guess.  We hung out last night, but he was kind of sick so I don’t even know why he invited me over!  We watched a movie (Oblivion…it was mehhh, ok) but he fell asleep halfway through.  We snuggled but didn’t really kiss or anything.  When the movie was over I woke him up and said I was going home so he could go to bed.  He didn’t even kiss me goodbye!  But he did text me afterwards and said he was glad we got to snuggle and we should do it again sometime! Haha!  He texted me this morning, but we haven’t really talked much.  He asked what I’m doing tonight, but it’s my dad’s b-day so I dunno if we are going out for that or what?  Things just feel kind of weird but I’m trying not to overthink it.  I definitely know that I want to slow things wayyyyyyy down because I know that’s what freaked me out so much and why I turned all crazy!

So this weekend me and Grace are going to the Life in Color party!  It’s a giant rave with blacklight paint and stuff…gonna be so fun!  Anyway yesterday Justin texts me and asks me what I’m doing this weekend.  So I told him I was going to that party and he was like "OMG ME TOO! I’m so excited now! I was going to ask you if you wanted to go but you’re already going!!!" Haha!  So that’s a good thing I guess.  I’m pretty excited to see him and hang out with him and I’m even more excited that he was actually going to invite me to go with him!!!!! I asked him who he was going with and he said his friend Brittany had an extra ticket and so he bought it and I guess he is going with her and 2 of her friends…but he wouldn’t have asked me to go if there was something going on with that chick…at least I don’t think he would? LoL…so I’m not worried really.  Just super looking forward to it!  Then I text him last night about something he should watch on Netflix…but I kept messing up the title to it like 3 times lol finally I was just like OMG I’m high sorry and I felt sooo embarrassed!  He just said LoL hahaha and I didn’t say anything.  But then when I woke up this morning I saw he had sent me a text at midnight saying "Tegan says hello" (that’s his dog!)!!!  How cute lol!  I sent one back saying to give her some pets and a belly rub from me. His dog is so awesome; she has the softest fur in the world I swear!!! 

So yeah…I know I need to move on from Justin, but I really hope something happens between us this weekend.  Time will tell… =P

In other news, I’ve been working on finalizing plans for Tomorrowworld!  I can’t believe I leave a week from today!  Kendra called me last night to tell me there’s a bunch of crazy things going on with planning/timing and stuff.  And I guess now her and her man and Megan and her man got a hotel.  So I don’t really know who I will be camping with since I’m obv. not going with Brad anymore.  I had to tell Kendra that which kind of sucked but oh well.  I do know other people who are going, but it’s almost impossible to camp with someone unless you arrive with them!  Kendra said she is going to talk to this guy Robb we both know who is going too and see if I can ride and camp with him…so we shall see what happens.  I guess I’ll know more by next week.

Not a whole lot else going on.  Glad OT is over at work for now.  Been working tons of credit time, but today I decided I’m not going to take the Tuesday after TW off anymore.  I’m sure I’ll be very tired but oh well…don’t really want to spend a whole day recovering from a festival at home with MY MOM! =/ lol. So I’ll come to work instead.

I planned on working 2 hours credit time each day this week but today I am not working any to give myself a break and give myself a chance to get shit done that I haven’t had time for, like go to the bank and the beauty supply store for hair dye!

Annnnnnnnnnd that’s all I have for now…

HAPPY HUMP DAY!

<3!