08/08/2013

I sent Mike a text before bed last night telling him I was sorry and I didn’t want him to be mad at me. I did it right before bed so I wouldn’t have the torture of staring at a silent phone while waiting for his (non)reply. He never replied…of course not. I sent him another one this morning saying please say something even if it’s just I hate you and don’t want to talk to you anymore. I got nothing back. I’m turning into "THAT" girl. =( I’m even contemplating calling him after work. I think I will. And say this is it, I’m sorry and if I don’t hear back from you then I’ll stop…

I hate being crazy, but I feel like I just can’t help it.

Bonfire tomorrow. I’m so getting wasted so I forget what it feels like to feel for awhile 😉

Everyone at work keeps telling me I look sad. I feel like I haven’t smiled in at least a week.

peaceofmind

August 8, 2013

Ugh!! I’ve been “that girl” before. I also hate feeling crazy. I’ve noticed you get more out of someone when you ignore them lol. Yeah my Dad just asked why I look so gloomy.

Don’t call him. Let it go, I think it’s gone beyond the repair stage :/ It’s easy to get emotional so early on but people scare really really fast too, put yourself in his shoes. *hugs*

~Rand~

Random noter: take it from a g, let it go. If you become THAT girl, you will only drive him further away. I hope you drink your smile soon. Take care,