07/08/2013
Mondayyyyyyyy =(
My weekend was alright. My sister came out Friday night and we had an okay time, but I’m kind of pissed off at her. I looked at her twitter that night and she had posted a bunch of stuff saying my parents "shipped" her to my house and she didn’t want to be there and blah blah….made me feel like shit. I don’t know why she has to be such a rude little bitch! I feel bad saying that but I mean really! Did she not think that might hurt my feelings to see stuff like that? Ugh. So then the next day I said something to my mom like "I didn’t realize you guys made her come here" and my mom said she didn’t and that my sister said she "wanted to get away" so my mom asked her if she wanted to come to my house and she said yes. My mom said my sister is probably just trying to look tough in front of her friends by posting those things but I still don’t think it is right. My sister is honestly just out of control and it’s really sad. I wish someone could help her, but my parents don’t even know what to do. It’s just a shitty situation. After hearing about the drama that went on at my parents house with my sister I am definitely NOT leaning towards moving home. Although it would be an amazing way to pay off my credit cards faster, I don’t think my mental health is worth it. I do not agree AT ALL with how my parents raise my sister…they let her get away with EVERYTHING…she even got into trouble with the cops and still my parents did not even ground her…WHAT IN THE FUCK?! No wonder she is out of control. =( So yeah…even if my rent is going up, I guess I’ll just have to figure out a way to make it work because at this point…I don’t think I’ll be moving home. Just sucks I have to make my decision before the end of this month.
Saturday I went out to a town about 45 mins-1 hour away with my friend Tim (who I am going to Cali with) and we went to our other friends house to BBQ and they had bought a bunch of fireworks to shoot off! It was fun.
Tomorrow I am going to talk to a new insurance agency about car/rental insurance. I think I am paying way too much now, so hopefully I can get that lowered and save some cash…well put that cash towards other bills. Meh. =/ I am also considering cancelling my cable, but I really don’t want to. I’m so spoiled lol!
I am working my last 2 hours of credit time today!!!!!!! =D Once I come back from Cali and get settled in again I’ll work more, just so I can have some extra time off saved up. Tomorrowworld in September will be here before I know it! =)
Tonight I am going to tan after work (HATE doing it but I have a few more days left that I’ve paid for already so may as well get a bit more color before Cali!) and then go run on one of the trails by my place. I haven’t done that in at least a month and I really think exercise is good for my mental state!!! =) I also need to make a packing list and try to decide on which suitcases I’m going to take. And color my hair. I don’t know why I always wait til the very last minute to do all these things…
Work tomorrow and Wednesday…then my plane leaves at 6:30 Wednesday night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXCITED!
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Oh yeah, Saturday I went to the liquor store by my house for some Vodka…usually I never go there but I couldn’t find the flavor I wanted anywhere else. Any other time I’ve been in there an old Indian dude who owns it has been working but Saturday there was an extremely hot younger guy working…I couldn’t even make eye contact with him really I was so taken off guard! He asked me if I wanted any chasers and I very lamely said No I have Sprite…hah. I suck at talking to cute guys. I think today I will go in there for some wine (even though I don’t really need it) just to see if he’s working again…I’m so horrible……….lol!!!