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 Like so many other people I am sure, I am resolving to keep a journal this year. 

Probably not like so many of them, my resolution will end with SOMETHING once 2013 comes to a close. 

I have been waiting for Him most of my life, and this is the year that we make it or break it. 

I will pray for him, and his daughter, and myself daily, and I will leave it in God’s hands. 

But here, I will keep the deepest and sometimes darkest thoughts and emotions of my heart along this road. 

The things I have to say are not for me, but for my heart. 

Being in love with him is the hardest thing that I have ever done, and I know that it is also the best thing that I have ever done. 

He makes me a better me. 

I love you babe. Always and forever. 

A good friend of mine said this to me 14 weeks ago, and this is how our story will unfold- Listen to the Holy Spirit like I know you do. If He isn’t telling you to do anything, keep right on doing what you’re doing. 

Today I pray only blessings for my love, and for his baby girl. 
I pray a restful night for all of us, and an increase in faith, finances and energy. 

In Jesus’ Name Amen.

*Cosette