You ruin my music dammit

The Used has now almost been ruined

bleh

I had a really really good weekend.

I ended up going to the frat party friday night. Erik called and was like "its an 80’s party so dress punk like me" it was funny.

so I wore my kick ass khakis with my cool boxers showing. I have to say that my shirt that simply said ‘MULLET’ across it made the ensemble. There were tons of people there, and everyone else had to pay 5$ to get in, but not us cause we were VIP haha. Erik and I got a little more..flirty? he actually kissed me on the cheek for a picture..and I dont know. I do like him..but we are both just taking it as it comes. NO expectations..and just..easiness..

I became better friends with Scarlett and Al. Al is no longer a bitch, well she never was..but thats the thing..the more you hang around people you hate..and get to know them, the more you realize they arent like that. Well I guess you HOPE to realize that. But you are only given the chance to do that with X number of people.

It was free booze, so I decided to let my guard down and drink. I set my drink down to go dance, and when I came back this kid was like, "oh here you go, you left your drink" I was like yeah, I was actually done with it, thanks though.

I am not stupid.

but yeah it was super fun.

I hate when you think back, and you cant remember if something actually happened or not, or if you actually said something..it sucks.

I need new music.

I am sick of having bands that I have liked for so long, being ruined by people.

This morning driving back from Scarlett and Erik’s, I wanted to cry so bad in my car. I hate that feeling..

being said, and feeling to trapped, but you just cant get the tears out.

Oh yeah, I am being forced to quit fridays too.

So hopefully Monday goes well and I get the nanny job.

I was so pissed all day today at work. but yeah dont want to talk about it.

Tomorrow will be a better day 🙂