You are the weakest link

Remember that game show? The one with the crazy brittish lady…you know? Yeah

weird.

I just put my nanny girls to bed so I thought I could spare a few minutes for my old friend here.

Semester is almost over. Next semester is going to be insane. 24 credits. I am beyond determined to be done by the end of fall semester. It really wont be that bad..will it?

I have been feeling really lonely as of late. Every time couples come into GAP being all cute I just want to hide behind the counter. I really hope that is due to the fact that it is the holidays. I really dont want to be one of those girls that needs to be in a relationship all the time. You know? Speaking of which..

I had my first actualy crush and turns out he has a girlfriend. Of course he does. Oh well not big deal, not like anything would have happened anyways. Tim Turi’s mom and sister were at GAP on Friday. That was a little awkward. Mostly because of how it made me feel. His mom is really nice and she just chit-chatted with me, told me I looked great, which is always nice to hear. I really just talked with the 2 of them for like 10 minutes. "Didn’t you guys used to date?" Uh…

I officially added Tim to my ‘mistake’ list. He now tops off Mark, followed by Joel. Is it just the fact that I fucked it up with these guys, or is it the fact that I want another chance? Who knows. Good thing I am not one of THOSE girls. ugh. speaking of those types of people. Guess who confessed their un-dying love for me and asked to date me AGAIN? JIMMY HANSON!!

I KNOW!! F ing gross.

I would rather give up my Felicity seasons to a nazi than date him EVER EVER again! Just because he was in the bridge collapse does not mean shit. aifh akj fh GROSS!

In other news…

My sister is due home in 2 weeks!! she leaves Christmas day though which is going to be extremely hard. I am so happy to get to see her though even if it is just for a short period of time.

My dad basically told me he had better chances of winning the lottery than me getting into NYU.

Thanks. I mean I totally get it…it is a hard school, chances are I probably wont, but do we need to be rude about it? I am going to apply for sure, because if I dont I will always wonder. There is a school in NJ though that I am also going to apply to, as well as UIC. I guess I should focus on getting my 2 year done though before I go crazy thinking about the future….oh wait..

I am such a scatterbrain.

I guess I really don’t have much else to say.

Peace