turning mad

my stomach has been going non stop crazy.

I got a phone call from a number i didnt know. So I called it back and couldnt recognize the #. I tried while I was in English and I thought I could almost make out the voice. It has been driving me crazy.

After class I went to Erik’s to meet up with everyone.

"Is Carl there?"

"Carl!? Yeah you got the wrong number.."

"Oh reallly? weird. Ok thanks"

my mind is going insane and I dont know how to stop it.

well, I do but I dont know if I can

After I sobered up at like 2 AM, I did all my math homework, it was awesome.

Then we went to Mc donalds breakfast and here I am

I am glad I didnt fall asleep.

I only have 1 class tomorrow, and I am only going to turn in my assigment.

my hair is awesome again. Joe was the only one who gave an opinion on the matter. And that night, he did his hair like Billy Jo, so of course I listened. lol Joe is a funny kid.

Meghan was at Eriks, first time I have seen her in like a week, that was awkward.

know what else is weird? I have the highest grade in my English class. I guess I am smart in college. Who knew?

put a check in the pro box

I dont trust myself latly. Mostly around Jimmy, which is sort of why I have avoided contact.

Seriously though, I have never been this turned on in my life. In class today, I like could not stil still. It was insane. So I dont know if I can say no for like longer than 2 seconds.

speaking of insane, did anyone catch the OC tonight?!> what the fuck was up with Sandy kissing that bitch?

Monday is Valentines day yipee. jk I am sure it will be a memorable one.

I know how to make this turning stop, but I really dont want to get hurt, or be that embarassed.

"just a second, I forgot the magic crystals"

‘the crystal lies

start to crystalize

in your crystal eyes’

Erik wrote that, I think that is like crazy insane, but I know I didnt remember it right. Oh well

I should go bounce off the walls-again-. WAAA OOO