trying to find a hand to hold

New season of Ashlee starts tomorrow (today..?)

9:30 bitches. so excited.

My English teacher told me that my last 2 papers have been really well written

that was sweet.

 

I got invited to Europe

haha

But I said I wanted to go to Finland too beause it sorta sounds like my last name. just a hop skip and jump

You cant make me into something I’m not.

No matter how hard you look, I will never reflect what you are looking for. I wont turn into the parts of all of them you want.

I want to know why he freaked out on the phone tonight.

Why he said "You are being how I want you to be" but he said it with the ‘why’ question on the end of it.

‘Never be you, it’ll never be me’

I have to get up for class in a few hours. that is awesome

I learned how to inhale tonight. not a good accomplishment

I am sick of hearing about how you crave attention from everyone. I dont care.

Matt Erik and Joe cameover tonight. It was a good time. we had a balancing contest and I won. Well I should have

I can make that much in 5 seconds

I am glad I dont have a night class tomorrow. done at 3, and dont have class til 6 on thursday.

There is a way that I can fit all these pieces together, I am just in the process of figuring it out

If I am right again though, and all this shit is true, then fuck. fuck with a big exclamation point

I calmed myself about it today.

I have learned to play it off.

am I even making sense?

I should get to sleep. then I can get a full 5 hours in. nice