terrible love

I’ve chosen poorly before.

many times. A new situation would present  itself and I would fall back into comfort and let it pass me by. Scared to take the leap into the unfamiliar. Even when the familiar was terrible. Even when I knew exactly where it would lead.

I found myself falling back into something earlier in the summer.

Then Steve got back into contact with me and it has sorta pulled me out of the fog. I don’t want to get very into it right now, I have a pattern of putting my foot in my mouth about these things.

My sister and Phil are most likely moving to NY in the next month or so. This breaks my heart.

I am leaving Queen on Cakes, most likely this week.

I have a lead on a job at Patesserie 46, which is a big deal.

I also have a final interview at Costco on Tuesday.

At least I have options. Bottom line, I need more money and benefits would be really fantastic right now.

The hardest part about moving forward is not looking back.

But what is moving forward is filled with things that force your head to turn? Then it’s probably not the right move.