Take me..somewhere drugs dont go

I dont know how I am even alive right now.

my friends left at 7 this morning. and i had to get up at 9 to go to class.

They were watching movies, I was doing homework.

Erik Matt and Joe left, and I attempted to wake Nicks passed out self up, but I couldnt. so I just went to bed.

but man that hour seemed like 8. just kidding.

I went to all of my classes and took both of my tests, and turned in my project. And I was only in my third class for like 20 minutes. all of the sudden my teacher is like "It is way to hot in here to have class, have a good weekend"

sweet.

Perkins was awkward. I told Joe in the car that is he ever speaks words that have anything to do with that related topic, he is never coming to perkins again. lol He just keeps asking "so are you guys going out yet"

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the whole time he was talking to me, I was biting my lip. he was telling me that he thought i was cool, and that I was different then Meghan because my intentions werent to hurt people. Me thinking "Christ I am not trying to do that,..but I am sure that is how it will end up"

that was nice I think.

I start my nany job tomorrow. I am really nervous.

Its already thursday tomorrow.

biggest OC night of the season! i want to skip my night class so bad, but I think I can make it.

I hate this stage I am in right now. and I know I need to stop talking about this, but I really want to cry! lol I mean I jsut cant anymore and it is frusterating. I ALMOST did last night when I read through an e-mail.

"I get to bring home a fake baby tomorrow"

-"Whos the dad?"

"I guess you can be"

-"you know what that means…that means we had sex!"

that was a funny memory

wow I need to go take a nap.

tonight should be an early night since I have to deal with children tomorrow…I should probably not be this tired.

I needed that today

I am taking March 11th-20th off both works ! ! !

i dont know what is going to happen in that timespan but it is going to be cool lol

k i need to stop

~*Bri*~

still going as predicited..FYI

sorry Ry 🙂