sick

I am tired. I made 80$ last night, so that was prett cool. Saw Napolean Dynamite too, still funny the second time but not as funny as the first time. I finally deleted my e-mail address. after that last e-mail, I couldnt take it anymore. Even if there is truth in it, I still dont want to read about it.. Things seen to be changing everyday..both good and bad. I feel like I am getting pulled in 2 directions.. like there is a part of me that, never mind Just certain things in my life seem to be moving faster/better then others. I don’t know how to make it even I guess. And nothing seems to be getting better about it. I cant help it, it makes my stomach turn STILL hearing the things that I do.. I cant write anymore right now, and I gota get to class