Need to vent

You know what?

figure out what you want! You tell me you want this and give me the look like I am stupid when I say that we arent a thing, BUT OBVIOUSLY you have no problem telling people that we arent, and you like it that way…And that you want them to be the one girl you can date and not get bored with them…for the love of God Jimmy, how many girls were there on the side?

how many girls have you dated that you with you could replace with her?

I mean I am just confused.

How has this person that I fell in love with, changed so much..

changed into this person where nothing comes out of his mouth but lies, or his version of the truth.

How can he already be looking for someone to "not bore him" when we have been broken up, if you can even fucking call it that for 3 weeks.

Why do I keep doing this to myself?

I need to go delete my old e-mai..I have had it with this shit

~*Bri*~