merry x-mas

I wish I didnt have to work tonight.

only til like 6 or 7 at the latest, so I guess it isnt that bad.

I only spent 100 dollars yesterday so that was pretty good.

i got my mom and dad a DVD player..they probably wont even know how to use it.

I bought Jimmy something  nice, but I dont know if I am going to give it to him.

I am being difficult about things. I have never been in a position like this before, and i dont know how to handle it. The things I want to be saying aren’t coming out.

I do need him, but i need him in the way he cant be right now. maybe in a couple weeks, but not right now. ‘

he told her he had feeling for me. That should have made me overly happy, and it did, but yet i cant figure out why it took him 3 years to tell her that.

he went to some party and got drunk last night..i wish i could have done that.

There cant be anything to worry about.

we both dont have anyone to talk to except eachother.

I am supposed to hear back from Century any day now. I am nervous and excited to start.

Chicagos date are 3rd-7th

essex hotel.

I am going

I am spending the night in CR. that should be fun…maybe

but I gotta take a shower and run some errans before work

Hope you all have a good couple days

Merry Christmakuh

~*Bri*~