I just had too much time on my hands

 So I came home yesterday, I was in desperate need of groceries and had to do laundry way bad. 

While waiting for turi to call me, I guess I decided to be a crazy and go through all of Josh’s FB stuff

I just saw annoying comments when they used to date, I think she is trashy. 

I also saw a comment from the end of August that was annoying. ‘oh we were so happy’

barf. 

But I can’t feel anything about it. What was I doing a week before I left for school? exactly. What was I feeling at the beginning of classes before I met him? Yeah. 

So I stopped any annoyingness that I was feeling, and started to write him an e-mail

then I stopped. 

Then he was on fb, so I re-decided to send it. 

It was nice

I think I need to find a happy medium. I need to stop being overly affectionate/nice and be neutral-in the middle. 

Ugh this entry is pointless. 

I want a dessert tasting from Wd-50

Oh yeah..

Some good news actually

We signed our lease for the apartment! 

I need to start eating regularly because my blood sugar gets too low and I get cranky. 

Yup, that is the reason for my nut-ness

🙂

Home is wherever I’m with you

 I mean

You realize I can never like pos/doomtree, right?

I wish I still had my punching bag!! Whatever happened to that thing??

hmm

I am excited for a new phone. 

I am excited for that test to be over and done with by this time tomorrow. 

I wish I could just have money and didn’t need to work.

Who doesn’t