So, What’s New?

What’s new with me is I feel like shit lately.

I’m incredibly weak. I spent the whole day today in bed. My stomach is off. I’m unintentionally losing weight (which I need to do anyway, but it’s odd that it’s happening). I’m getting horrific headaches every time I turn around. I’m just exhausted.

And I honestly think that’s the problem. I’ve been working way too hard. I haven’t had a day off in I can’t tell you how long. Every weekend has been jam-packed; if not with additional work then with fun social events, which I do enjoy but which are difficult with the SA.

I have been taking my meds with great regularity, so I know it’s not that. I think I’m just burnt out.

So I’m going to take this Thursday and Friday off entirely. Using my time and everything! *gaspshockhorror* I intend to relax and not do much of anything in particular. If that doesn’t help, I’ll make an appointment with Jess ASAP. I hate feeling this way. I hate being logy and exhausted. I can barely sit upright at the moment, after sleeping all day (which is weird for me).

Beyond this fun development, not terribly much else to report. I’ve made a few new friends recently; incredibly fun people. I’ve gotten to see long-time friends and re-connect, which is absolutely wonderful.

Work is still going very well. With the extra hours, I’ve managed to give myself enough breathing room that I don’t feel like I’m choking to death on a pile of work to be done.

Things with Sean are good. We’ve started looking at engagement rings. Not seriously at all; I don’t anticipate anything will happen before the end of the year. But we’re happy and we’re both serious about this relationship. Things are truly wonderful.

I think that’s all I can muster for now. I have been reading and just not noting; I apologize for that. I hope to be back to 100% and interacting with everyone regularly soon. 🙂