That last dream girl, pimped & probably trafficked

Two weeks of the young latina woman being off the local market has me thinking she was escaping when I transported her to the airport. I’ve been contemplating the experience I shared with her, and the remarkable way she could present herself despite such a heavy force hovering behind her. That while allowing myself to hope that she somehow got a vibe about me that caused her to take her chances and plot this course of escape while in my company.

Don’t know if an actual PIMP, or if a female overseer hired by a PIMP, was the person secluded in the back room as I enjoyed the sexual company of such an attractive companion. The young woman really planned her departure well, when just lulling her handler into a false sense of normalcy, and then taking her chances on my assisting in her getaway. I wish I could have been in on the plot, for I’d have felt more gratification in that way.

If one of you could tell me for certain that this young 20yo finally got brave and left her overseers, got on a plane and jetted back to a world and a family that loves and misses her, then I’d be perfectly content at this point. For this is a largely unaffected and beautiful persona which likely has grand potential to thrive far away from such a thankless work life.

The locals are missing her, and they don’t know where she went, while many are asking aloud whether she is all right. In the days immediately after she departed (??) there was a declaration from some mysterious corner that this was indeed the same girl, whose online account information had been compromised, and that she would assume this new identity. Even that account was erased in a day or two. (guessing her pimp/handler was impersonating her, while assuming that she’d be back shortly)

The young woman had been scheduled to perform her services in another nearby suburb in the days soon to follow my visit with her, so had she been working of her own volition, it seems she would have stuck to a committed schedule without planning a whimsical time away.

Private messaging with various others in the local business has suggested that this beautiful Latina girl was something of a runaway in her late teens, who then was rumored to have landed in the wrong hands which transported her two states away for the purpose of prostitution. The girl herself assured me that she graduated from high school, and her language skills suggest that to be accurate information. 

She was on the local scene well over a year ago, and was a steady presence here while garnering rave reviews for most of that time. I remember the day last month when I tried to see her, when our communication broke down, and my having spent some time that morning reading over her most recent reviews done by other Johns. Almost every single one of them was filled with praise of time spent with the young charmer and I found myself sort of laughing fully in awe of her being that satisfying to such a wide variety of people.

Her pictures… are filled with the deepest and most captivating sense of feminine sweetness while the vast array of offerings from the fully clothed to the fully nude makes for a complete set of what are now precious memories.

It dawned on me that a central element to the woman’s beauty is a neat collection of small flaws, each of which served mainly to further suggest character. In fact I found myself comparing numerous photos of the young latina to those of the impeccable African American woman described at this link.

While I would love the opportunity to have sex with either of them again, I couldn’t help but to be surprised at how much more I was drawn to the girl with the small list of flaws, and the pure sweetness factor, than to what nearly all would say is a statuesque female physique.

They both treated me as one would a boyfriend, sharing deep and lingering kisses the likes of which little old me almost never gets to experience. I guess that a major difference prior to meeting either was that I had my guard up, and limited expectations about time spent with the African American beauty, while I had my hopes sky-high prior to meeting the latina girl.

Indeed the African American woman surprised me happily and she went on to rate every bit of high praise I could offer. To this day she still draws special attention to the ‘review’ I wrote of our time together, and many others have praised that one as something of a masterpiece.

I’d been making at least small inquiries of the latina girl since more than a year ago, only to find things never quite matching-up well for us to spend time together. I was so eager to finally meet her, and despite my hopes and expectations having been so high, she still managed to exceed everything I envisioned.

Despite their considerable beauty, each of these women are considerably petite, and as such they don’t exactly sport the most pleasure-inducing gravitational effect when fucking their partners. There is a reason why women have such lust-inducing curves about their midsections, and much can be said for the gal who carries a solid amount of her weight in that area.

Both of the women mentioned straddled me as we fucked, and while it was heavenly to know that someone as sought-after as either of them are, was impaled on me, I just didn’t know the most ideal friction when working toward my release. The latina prides herself on her kegel muscles, and while I could definitely feel their positive effect, I could simultaneously sense the benefit to a woman with a larger midsection.

Now mind you, I could have spent hours merely exploring the body of either of the two, and if afforded free roam there, there is no limit to the gentle touching I’d have enjoyed. The latina and I found ourselves wrapped quite fully in naked embrace and that was something which I found exceptionally refreshing. She picked-up quickly on my longing for the closeness we shared and was entirely willing to provide her warm and lust-inducing form for my satisfaction that way.

Having said all of that, I’d still prefer very clearly to know that she was making a break toward putting this whole sordid business behind her as I dropped her off at the airport that day. Appeal like hers just seems well in excess of what is truly befitting of a paid companion.

I can’t resist looking at her pictures, and the unmistakable sweet innocence suggested by each one just causes me to melt. Maybe it was my destiny to have been unable to connect with the young latina last month, so that I’d be right there when I could do her the most good, perhaps as her last-ever client??

Perhaps she really was too good to be true in a way. I guess time will tell somehow.

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January 27, 2013

wow, i love this so much. just to think, you were the last person she was getting with. i think it is fascinating that people can look so calm on the outside, yet they are planning so much in their heads. i am actually really glad she was able to get out of the industry! and i love that you were able to help her. i know she will never forget you!!! <3

Are you serious? You speculate she could have been kidnapped, abused, trafficked and underage, and all you do is rhapsodize about the sex and her body? You think human trafficking is dramatic and sexy? You really have zero empathy, envisioning yourself as some sort of hero. Not even an anonymous tip to police? You are scum. http://www.unodc.org/unodc/en/human-trafficking/what-is-human-trafficking.html

Whether I agree with them or not, a noter’s opinion is null and void if they don’t have the balls to sign their name to it, and it makes them look wrong.

One can only wonder why the helpful anonymous noter left a link to a website where, under ‘contact us’, is listed a post office box in Vienna, Austria!! That’ll be a big help.

The author allows anonymous notes, and I take advantage of that fact because I find them disturbing and don’t want them on my diary.

January 28, 2013

You don’t want him on your diary but you’ll come leave comments on his? Put on those big boy panties.

I like that idea—that you were her final send-off. It just seems fitting, almost like fate lined you both up to be in the right place at the right time.

January 30, 2013

I think that’s a sweet sentiment, that you were her last and helped her remove herself from that world.

January 30, 2013

That’s crazy that “random” took you to me! It’s fate! In all honesty – when I think about what YOU in particular are doing in that moment, my mind always does seem to wonder if you’re currently on the lookout for your next girl! But that isn’t so bad 🙂

January 30, 2013

Thank you. I wish I could just be ok with being me. But for some reason I just don’t accept it. It’s so twisted. I’m so weird

January 31, 2013

Lol thank you for your note. I’m sorry it was written so angrily. You are right. She didn’t think that I would get so mad at her.. and she didn’t know all the circumstances. But it was still a pretty insensitive thing to say when I just finished giving her a quick background on the whole thing. She apologized to me last night – which i obviously appreciated

January 31, 2013

I hope she escaped to a better place too.

January 31, 2013

what is your everyday life like?

February 2, 2013

ryn: I didn’t “withhold” sex, I just wasn’t in the mood for it the one time. I think only having sex when I actually WANT it is not at all the same thing as “withholding” sex from him…it’s not something I’m actively doing to him, it’s just a matter of respect…

February 2, 2013

RYN: you are right

February 7, 2013

thanks for your note! yeah as you know all of my entries are usually related (the poems) to John so yeah it was really intense

February 8, 2013

ryn: Thanks for the notes…I felt awkward telling him, and told him so…but he said he is my ‘healthcare provider, not a police officer’….and that he’s not going to report me…he’s going to provide me with the proper care I need…he told me he was going to suggest a prenatal specialist..but then, after he found out I was having twins, he said I would have had to see one anyways..since twinsare considered high risk….so hopefully it all turns out for the best! After he saw two..and I was freaking out…he was like, “Let’s see if they’re a 3rd one…” I would have DIED if i was having triplets! LOL

February 8, 2013

RYN: thank you for your note. I always do look forward to seeing what you have to say. I feel like I’m in a similar (although FAR from the same) situation as your friend. Thank you for sharing her story with me. Did you mean by “don’t go there” as in I should abandon all ties/communication with James ? I know its the right thing to do but sometimes I still struggle.

February 9, 2013

hope you are doing well xx

ryn: Sigh. Your note makes me feel the need to defend myself. So here goes. Like I said, every other dress I tried did not fit right. That first one? I liked it too. But it.did.not.fit. despite whatever angle I showed you. And trust me, ALL the other dresses I tried weren’t doing it. I would’ve loved a burgundy or blue or gold or something but the one that fit happened to be black. So…retreating? Let’s not assume that I chose that dress for any other reason that it was (quite literally) the only dress that fit well. and this? “Oh, and much like the working girls, you can’t seem to look AT the mirror INTO the cam. lens” ouch. Let me kindly point out that pretty much everyone who takes a mirror shot with an iphone looks at the phone so that the photo won’t come out blurry or off center. It’s not because I’m like a whore. Let’s be clear on that.

ryn: okay, but I’m still not sure why you made the comparison to working girls as opposed to simply comparing me to everybody-else-with-a-smartphone. Perhaps that’s just the kind of person your mind jumps to first when it comes to self-portraits in the mirror. If I had been giving a crap about the composition of the photo above the actual dress, I would have looked up and even more importantly, have brushed my hair first. Instead I was focusing on the dress and trying to get an non-blurry photo of it. You may have noticed in just about any other photo I take of myself in the mirror (during DITL and what not) I am looking UP. Anyway. You’re comments have become increasingly more offensive over the years. I’m not sure what’s changed. Maybe I just don’t appreciate being objectified and patronized and have finally realized that’s what you’ve been doing all this time. Just, would you please cool it with the inappropriate comments?

February 11, 2013

ryn – what math are you talking about? I don’t think I did math in my entry…

RYN: Your blog would fall under ‘guilty pleasure’ 🙂 I’ve been reading you for quite a while.

ryn: The fact that you had a favorite dress was not offensive… that you equated me with a prostitute WAS offensive. Did you honestly not understand that? And any comments you’ve had on my choice of piercings did not in fact affect their outcome. Perhaps you’d like to believe you were the one who influenced my decision to take out my eyebrow ring (or ear, or OTHER ear, or bellybutton, orclavicle, or sternum, or labret) but you were not. I decided. My decision. Mine. This is what I’m talking about. There have been so many times when I have tried to simply state a fact and you twist it around and tried to make it out to be something more than it is. Stop doing that, and we can go back to “ahhhhhnders” and how it “used to be”. On that note: the link to your old entry was interesting… even moreso was the comment that I had forgotten I’d left on it! I actually laughed out loud because it was something I would’ve still said today, 5 years later. This young lady now goes to the same school as I, and we have just discovered that we use the music rooms in the same building… she may have seen me around, but it would be interesting to actually meet her before

February 11, 2013

i hope this doesnt sound weird but i REALLY enjoy getting your notes and i think that they benefit me more than any notes from other people. also some random things throughout my day in REAL LIFE actually make me think of you. random things, but it is still there.