Some more Chaturbate tales – until OD gets better

Last night’s Chaturbate discovery was a unique one.  Seems the 19yo, single mother, presently divorcing, real-life friend of an experienced Chaturbater was keen to have her first Chaturbate experience on camera.

She was seductively tentative on screen while the friend Chaturbater was calling out instructions and guidance from just off-screen.  The two women both had intoxicating southern accents and the experienced woman kept setting lofty goals for ‘tips’ which would accompany each removed item of clothing.  Well the delightful young woman seemed completely at-ease on camera while she shared all sorts of her personal details, including her location (something not previously shared by the experienced girl during her chaturbate sessions.

Finally it was time for the seeming grand finale of this lengthy on-camera display and for that the experienced friend suggested a token count of 2222 for her to go from mere full nudity to the advertised:  "first-ever cum show".  Once the goal count had been attained, the young woman showed a hint of self-consciousness but was determined to deliver the promised spectacle.  She went at herself with unbridled fervor and I just felt so soothed at the idea that this brand new young woman was so willingly sharing such a personal display.

Earlier she’d talked about all of the various things she needed, and of how much of a struggle is has been since she began taking the steps toward single parenthood..  Sounds like the divorcing husband, though well endowed, is considerably lacking on all other counts.  The young lady was quite taken by the fact that her first night on the Chaturbate job netted her $440 or so, and she reached #2 or #3 in terms of most-viewed on the Chaturbate system at one stage.

Her innocent look brought them in from far and wide, and her soft, southern accent kept everybody riveted to the visual display.

Another southern girl I saw last week was somebody from a very small town, whose parents were asleep in another room, and who took the unique step of closing her room to outsiders upon reaching 65 viewers from around the world.  She then presented herself very willingly to the select few fortunate enough to have arrived by the time she gave out the password to the private gathering.  This was a girl not so long ago turned 18 who had to cut her performance short when, at some point after 1:00am, some guy was coming to pick her up from more than 30 miles away, and return to his house with her in tow.  This was surely no innocent country girl but she was plenty willing both for her online audience and, later, for the real-world fuckbuddy.  (she reported the next day of ‘hurting so bad’ <in a mostly-good way>)

Another recent encounter has been a 20yo woman listing upward of "90,000" followers on Chaturbate.  She’s extremely attractive by western standards but she very clearly has a little girl voice  of the sort which serves as an instant alarm relating to past sexual abuse.  Of course it stands to reason that many of the performers on Chaturbate were perhaps long ago desensitized to many things sexual, but now here is this means through which a woman can make a fairly solid income from the comfort of her own home while guarding herself and her privacy for the most part, via anonymity.  The world-wide audiences really do come from everywhere and perhaps it is much easier for some woman from Kalamazoo, Michigan to maintain privacy when playing to a world-wide audience than she can when working at the local peep show where the viewers come from just a 20- or 50-mile radius.

I find myself contemplating and analyzing Chaturbate and its appeal to me, while juxtaposing my feelings over the popular female sense of men and porn.  I just keep sensing/understanding that a grand element to the draw is the uniqueness in each woman, and that I don’t limit myself to any certain "type", as is perhaps the concern of most women when their partners watch porn.  (it is entirely too easy for a petite brunette to let herself believe that her guy is mainly attracted to stacked blondes, but what if he’s really just drawn to the uniqueness in all women, while, perhaps predictably, beginning from a spot in the long line which is considerably far away from what he feels he *knows*?)

Another example I witnessed today was that of an 18yo who just attained that age on Halloween, and who was there, on Chaturbate, flaunting the clothed outline of her 34-F breasts, and tantalizing passers-by with those generous breasts.  I wish I could read her biography to figure out what it was that had her so quick to leap online to show off her social prizes so soon after it became legal.

Beyond that, I witnessed the other night another performance by my favorite CB discovery so far, who at 18 1/2 is wowing audiences on Chaturbate like few others do.  She doesn’t spend her time panhandling for tips/tokens but instead engages her audience with conversation and then, slowly yet steadily evolves toward first flashing and fondling her bare breasts and then unveiling her nether regions before progressing further toward one of the most personal masturbation displays that I’ve ever witnessed.  She was so aroused, and so deeply affected by her masturbatory efforts that she ‘squirted’ a great distance and amusingly had to dry her computer keyboard.  At such a tender age she has the will and the capacity to go right back at herself while likely driven by the extreme probability of accumulating even more tips.  She does, however, warn us when "dad" is about to return home, at which point she signs-off for the night.  That girl is still the cat’s meow, relative to all of the women I’ve seen in my brief time at Chaturbate, but the individual stories and uniquenesses are always compelling.

I still highly recommend Chaturbate to anyone of age, if only as an entertaining experiment.

Now lets see if Open Diary even saves entries.