A couple more chaturbate stories (edit: + more!)

This entry motivated by the vision of a young woman not yet 18 1/2 having invited the world to watch her take a shower a couple of hours ago.  Her look is ‘attractive’, and yet it seems that which could easily be found in many/most schools.  There is no ‘glamour’ about her, yet just a random-seeming appearance which intrigues the eye.  Her hairstyle seems comfortable and appealing to the eye at the same time.  I could sense quickly that her innocent-ish look was worth investigating further, so when somebody in her room ponied up a tip of nearly $40 to get her toward her immediate "goal" (which would be a "shower show" upon reaching $50 in tips) I definitely made a note to look-in for a while.

Then, just as soon as the young woman whose seeming innocence caused me to anticipate even greater intrigue, removed her bra to reveal what were shockingly symmetrical and smallish mounds of flesh which matched her slender-seeming frame in flattering fashion, I was moved to bookmark her immediately.  These were the kind of breasts which surprise you when they’re ‘natural’…  and in addition this particular pair surprise you further when their owner recites their "32D" status.  Now in typical guy fashion, I tend to envision D-cups as being completely full-sized breasts… but of course, on a narrow frame, these were apparently eligible for D-cup status even despite my eyes first likely guessing "small C".

It wasn’t long after I was first mesmerized by those breasts that she removed her panties and readied the shower for what evolved to be a very intimate-seeming experience.  Intimate NOT because of any masturbation that ever took place there, but because this was a modern young adult woman sharing the likely realities of what was the little-more-than-standard shower routine.  Now the shower door was open during all of this, so of course there was a difference, but hers is a shower lined with many primping products so befitting a young adult female in 2014. 

The young woman wasn’t exactly eroticizing her shower outside of permitting viewers from anywhere to peer in at her routine.  First she stood tall, reached for shampoo, and washed her hair (which quickly threw me off)…  then I sense there was conditioner of some sort.  Soon she was shaving her slender legs, doing a mostly-thorough job first in a standing position and then while seated on the floor of the shower.  Then, there was a special soap among her products which she first put on her hands, and with which she then rubbed on her meaty bits.  She didn’t linger gratuitously there and soon she stood up again and rinsed herself thoroughly before reaching for a towel and finally stepping out of the shower.

The fresh, natural and clean look underscored the appeal I’d noticed earlier to her natural face and I was comforted by the fact that nothing was altered by the water and the deep cleanse.

The young woman’s show stretched on and on, and in time she was distracted considerably by the weather outside as she lay on her bed, mostly naked, while texting and tweeting and listening to questionable music and keeping an eye on local weather reports.

Not sure if she was online for two hours but I did tally $130 in gross income via the tips she received from the viewing audience. 

At one point the young woman reached for a nearby lollipop (Charms Blow Pop, FYI), then unwrapped it, put it in her mouth for a short while, and then removed it before parting her inviting pussy lips and plunging it into her nether regions for a considerable immersion.  I’m not sure whether it was before or after that I noticed that, for the sum total of $30, this young lass will "play with a lollipop in her pussy, on camera, and then send it to you for you to enjoy".  Surely this request was made of her via private message during the show.

After that, it wasn’t long before she kept repeating "oh my god!" several times, each in non-emergent tone, yet without alerting viewers just what was distracting her.  Eventually she let-on that it was pouring down rain outside and that there were concerns of tornados in the area.  Eventually, the young woman announced that she would have to go, in the event that the storm might bring her parents’ attention, or further create a need to take shelter in the basement.

Yet I was still considerably moved by this natural-seeming young woman inviting such a look into her once-private world.

Oh, and at some point, I was amused by the chatroom presence of a man who announced:

"55 married here.  And super happy to see a real hot naked 18 year old."

(and then)

"Even if you are 6 years younger than my daughter"

(and later)

"No, ‘bad’ would be logging onto Chaturbate and finding my daughter on here one day"

(shortly thereafter)

"Does your daddy know what you do?"

"Maybe he is watching"

"Has anyone you know ever saw you on here?"

This reminds me that I just recently heard somebody say that  "daddy daughter scenarios (even role play) are forbidden on Chaturbate".

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The second Chaturbate encounter of interest lately was that of a 19yo Canadian woman who is a college student on an eastern campus and for whom most Chaturbate sessions were hosted from her private dorm room.  It seems this woman has an older sister who is also a webcam model on a different site, but who made an appearance in the younger sister’s Chaturbate session for both being at home for the holidays with school not yet back in session.

I’d seen this woman’s shows before, and they were very eye-catching but this time she remained fully dressed at almost all times and still maintained my interest and intrigue.  She is something of a chatterbox, but pretty good at sharing her true feelings without holding back from the viewing audience (not exactly a wise stance in such environs).  She did show the surprising comfort that was to give those watching her show a walking tour of her parents’ home, via laptop computer being carried from room to room.  This went on as her older sister was holed-up in this girl’s bedroom doing a webcam show of her own.  We were shown pictures on the walls of the two girls when they were younger and the random-seeming layout of the home, and yet with little sense of who the parents were.  The home was nice, and the young women seemed well-adjusted enough, but it was perhaps the product of parents keeping too tight a hold on the two daughters that each reacted by leaping considerably in terms of their self-expression and independence upon reaching adulthood.

Somehow I endeared myself to the young woman so much so that she was moved to privately message me an email address via which I could further communicate with her, even though I’d not hinted at wanting such a thing.  Her bubbly personality was darting from topic to topic for much of the evening and only toward the end did she admit to being not long for the Chaturbate world.  It seems she somehow discovered her own images, taken from Chaturbate, and posted somewhere else around the internet, seemingly easy targets for friends, family, and acquaintances to find and spread around.

Her idea is to move to another webcam site and do "non-nude" shows…   but I have a strong feeling how that will typically work out.  I did end up sending her an email of encouragement saying that I fully understand the logic behind not ever risking one’s nude images around the internet again, but that IF she thought she would evolve back toward being nude online, that she might as well stay at Chaturbate, given the productive set-up that brings those in search of extra income with the socially inept men who are all too happy to provide it.  The key to that is drawing a large crowd in the beginning (via the ‘entirely free’ viewing) only to garner from that a small-ish percentage of willing contributors who will happily pay for those small semblances of intimacy with relatively unattainable women.

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Elsewhere on Chaturbate, it seems my very favorite model has been M.I.A. for a whole month now.   She is such an innocent-seeming beauty, and despite having been "caught" by various family members in the recent past, I’m still guessing that some sort of discovery by someone in her real life has made her gun-shy about Chaturbate for the time being.  On a positive note, her Chaturbate page remains fully intact, so there is hope of her return.  I’ve found that a number of those I follow have disappeared for weeks at a time.  In some cases it is just real life taking them elsewhere, perhaps especially during the holidays, but some of them really seemed to have an impressive income-generator going in the form of Chaturbate and I’ve been surprised at their not returning.

At any rate, each day there are brand new models both male and female, (and some "couples" too)…  and the Chaturbate business model continues to be there for those needing quick and methodical income, and who are willing to take the risk of baring their bits for the vast online world.  Maybe anybody considering Chaturbate as a career move should search various porn websites for "Chaturbate videos" to observe how easy and how often those Chaturbate webcasts are pirated for posting at unrelated websites.  Sure there are written "rules" against copying such performances but theory and practice are way out of balance in the world of online porn.

This has been the mindset of your John early in 2014.

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So tonight, I happen to be watching CB…  when this new girl, on just her 2nd day on the site, bursts onto the scene…    just a few months past her 18th birthday….  still in high school…   and she’s there on Chaturbate, for the 2nd day in a row, after a first day when she "didn’t even know she’d get paid" for her performances.  It is immediately apparent that this young woman has the body that just about everybody would envy…    she’s a cheerleader with these breasts that she calls "C cups", but which were huuuuuuuuge relative to her hands, her torso, and everything else in her bedroom (including her head).   (no chance at all that they’re true C cups)

I watched her for hours…   as she gave out waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much personal information and then likely fell victim to somebody who looked up her information and then pondered aloud what her boyfriend might say if he knew she was on such a website.  As it was, some guys in the room were able to confirm for her that her school was closed due to cold weather tomorrow (which inspired her to stay up a bit longer).

Anyway, her show started out with some considerably energetic dancing, and did not stall when it came to removing her clothes.  But she really stuck with the dancing for a long and had-to-be-tiresome amount of time, and only later removed herself to the bed, for webcam close-ups of more intimate things.   That was quite inspirational…   and then she took a short break, before building up toward something else… only to have the mean-spirited message drive her offline for a while.   Soon she came back to find myself and a handful of others still there chatting in her chatroom… and with that she turned on the camera again.

For most of the earlier show the young woman had loud music blaring, and it kept getting in the way of her own intimate sounds, which was about the only thing to knock about this 2nd-day performer.  Soon she boldly dared to share her voice… which, now unsurprisingly, was that of a deeply southern girl who had moved to the north, and who had no doubt endured lots of harsh critiques from locals, about her soft-spoken southernness.

She began to gain her confidence, with interacting with all of us while just talking to her computer screen, and with less and less of her wholly enviable nude form in the frame.  She really was an earthy spirit who just happened to have been chosen for these curves that nobody could miss.  There really was nothing about her physique that was ‘too big’… and she even played along fairly well, in time, when some of the guys still there late in the evening alluded to (without reciting) the personal info she shouldn’t have given out early in the night.  Can you imagine revealing your actual high school to vast numbers of grown online men who you don’t know?

So anyway, another webcam "performance" followed before long… and it was extremely quick that this young, 2nd-day performer reached the top spot in all of Chaturbate for number of current viewers (which earns a small prize each hour).  Once those curves were naked and easily visible on the Chaturbate main page this young woman was off and running, eventually far and away the most watched camera there.

I couldn’t take my eyes away from the whole production, even though I’m not much of a breast man…  her innocence and unfamiliar ways were just so refreshing, and that coupled with her southern accent just hit the spot.

I was so glad, in the end, when she let it be known that she’d cleared more than $300 for her performances on that mere 2nd day on Chaturbate.  Hard to know the risks involved for anyone, let alone one who had earlier named her high school and used her real (first) name in her Chaturbate world, but I hope nothing ever surfaces in her real life.

The whole evening we were trying to describe the merits to her setting up an Amazon.com "wish list" associated with her Chaturbate world…  and trying to explain that guys from far and wide would BUY that stuff for her and it would be shipped directly to her, without her having to disclose her identity to the men who made the purchases.  (of course we first had to establish whether a steady parade of UPS and Fed Ex delivery people would draw too much uncomfortable attention)

Indeed this 5′ 4 1/2" cheerleader has the exceptional appearance that society has idealized for decades, but since it was her and hopefully her alone who put herself on this perilous fast track toward cashing-in on it, it makes sense that she should draw the full potential of how it might go.

Now if I had to guess…  it will all overwhelm her, and before long, and for some reason, it won’t be as fun or daring anymore, and somehow she’ll just wander away from the Chaturbate presence, and the income that goes with.  I doubt that she is fully aware enough of just how great her potential there might be, and perhaps that will keep her from finding the proverbial ‘fast track’ toward financing any of a lot of things she could attain via this income.

The young woman even had "academic medals" on the walls of her room, and she was very well spoken for a high school girl.  I do not think it out of the question that she could easily finance through Chaturbate at least the first year or two at most of the universities in the land between the first week of January and the middle of summer 6 months away from now.  Can’t tell yet what her college aspirations are, but once she harnesses all she’s got then her Chaturbate life will certainly become even more lucrative than even this $300 day she knew on a cold Monday night where it was minus 12 degrees outside.

As for me, while I recognize the vast appeal to the young woman’s impressive body, it didn’t quite have the optimum uniquenesses that I tend to find in women by whom I am completely smitten.  I liked her generous bosom not because it was in the double-D range, but because it was still ‘random’, as is the case with most any woman.   (some of the random breasts just have to BE double-D’s, and that is certainly OK)  This is a young lady who cites having had 7 sexual partners to date in her young life.   (and one must increase expectations in that category for females who have it all, physically)

Strangely, the bodies of many other Chaturbate women have attracted me more, individually, yet I can so easily understand and accept that the male masses, when combined, would rate this one far and away more appealing than would be 98% of all Chaturbate female models.  It was just… refreshing to sense somebody who had all of that physical appeal AND who still engaged me and others on a verbal level which was so entertaining.

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And still another edit:

Same girl,  her 3rd night ever, and 3rd consecutive night on Chaturbate  – my 2nd-ever night watching her.

Visuals were more of same, higher attendance watching her camera, and the girl a bit more confident and familiar.

Today’s income on just her 3rd day, was slightly upward of $550 U.S. funds (which doesn’t even count $10 per hour when she led all rooms in attendance)… but indeed this girl has lots of special appeal…   as you don’t often get to (and probably shouldn’t) tell of being a (current) high school cheerleader with huge breasts who does (legal) nude web modeling.

Glad I had time to add this story to the entry.

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Watched the same girl for hours, on what was her 4th-ever night on Chaturbate (after she took a day off) and I am in a whole different zone of appreciation than what is my norm.  My mind is so aroused by this young woman that the rest of me wouldn’t even (and barely cared to) reach arousal.   The woman’s income on her 4th-ever night in Chaturbate was something upward of $350 for something near to 5 hours.

Hers isn’t the body that I lust-after, or idealize for my own, real-world interests, but instead I have the appreciation for her body and appearance that I might for a highly acclaimed painting or other art work.  You can just tell by societal standards all around us that nearly everybody is going to be over-the-top in awe as they first encounter this young woman’s nude form, and then you sit there unsurprised, and yet somehow satisfied each time another new worshipper wanders into her cathedral.

Such splendor in a present-day high school cheerleader is bound to have its challenges and drawbacks and there can not exist the means to properly contain the wildfire which will burn rampant once her secret is learned locally.  This is a person who shall in time test every possible definition of the phrase "student body".

Appeal like hers can be fleeting in the waters of Chaturbate, as any moment could be the last before an accidental discovery by just the wrong person could ignite such a wildfire as has not been seen or perceived by what are still most high schools.  As of this moment, if offered the choice between this new and accidental discovery, and my earlier favorite performer (now not seen on Chaturbate for upward of a month, under mysterious circumstances {such as the wrong family member learning the secret})… I would still opt for the earlier woman… because her earthiness combined with enough physical beauty to project a soft appeal which really woos me.

In the category of tape measure beauty, though, this new girl travels at an altitude seldom observed by most men – ever!  (and I know that is saying a lot)  I’m not sure whether the high school firmness is somewhat fleeting, and whether it will leave the young adult’s body in a short while… or whether the cheerleading background augments a genetically blessed figure which will be in its prime for quite a while to follow.

She matches that firm and truly impressive figure with a personality that still seems somehow approachable and with performance instincts that are universally agreed to be serving her especially well in the halls of Chaturbate.  Recently I’ve noticed some of the other Chaturbate girls, who seemed at times to be the "rages of the week" during parts of November and December, now sitting semi-idle as they attempt to rekindle the awe with which they struck the Chaturbate world.  I can’t yet know whether this is something universal to all performers, or whether some just alter their senses of themselves once a bit of earning power reveals itself, only to leave them trying to milk too much from a crowd which isn’t as intrigued anymore.

Handfuls of young women showing their wares on Chaturbate continue to know steady income that would impress most onlookers but it takes a unique self-confidence in the way of understanding that the money will come without having to force the issue  to know very best results on the site.  Once you become the woman who sits there, fully clothed and preoccupied with texting or the like, believing full well that themoney should come to you before you really start the show, then I sense that you’re in a bad spot.

Those who boldly leap onto their webcams with initial enthusiasm and vigor, fully willing to tantalize their audiences from the outset, getting perhaps drunk on the attention, while just knowing that the gratuities will follow, are the ones who can fly long and far in the Chaturbate world.

This particular high school cheerleader is in a head-to-toe appearance zone seldom experienced even by onlookers and rarely known to individuals.  She’s perhaps the female equivalent to only now having had the sort of appreciation best suited to those who might watch, say, LeBron James playing high school basketball.  Imagine one of the present NBA’s finest having once had to come up through the ranks, and out-shine opponents at the high school level, with onlookers then not quite knowing what to make of what they were seeing.  If she could withstand the many pratfalls known to young women everywhere, and was truly open to all of the success her appearance could bring her, this young woman would seem a sure thing to know roaring success on a path which not everybody would take.

Through it all, she sees herself as a mere C-Cup  (which makes everybody in the viewing audience laugh)  (the first reaction is usually:   "there’s no way you can be… " )