I See Your Smile

Sometimes… I don’t keep my eyes closed when we kiss.  I know that this is some sort of cliche’ statement about lack of trust when one person doesn’t want to be in the moment.  But sight is usually a person’s most trusted sense and for whatever reason, sometimes I have to see what’s happening when our lips are touching between tired sighs and whispered thoughts exchanged at night.

Sometimes…I just want to hold you.  I know that ‘forever’ is a something we can’t quite wrap our minds around on this side of Heaven and I know that some how I’m probably taking away from it simply by using the word.  But there are times when it seems like your arms were meant to hold me and mine were meant to hold you.  I believe that the essance of what it means to ’embrace’ each other is when we can feel the idea that, in some strange and wonderful way, we belong to each other.  It’s in these moments that I feel like I want to hold you forever.

Sometimes…you say that I have a mischievous simle, as if I’m about to do something that I know full well I’m going to get away with.  What you don’t know is I’ve seen it worn by you as well.  When I pull you into me and wrap my arms around you and kiss in the softness of your neck, sometimes…my eyes aren’t always closed.  In that moment I see a half crooked smile in the dimples where your lips meet your cheeks and it looks as if you’re smiling because you’re about to do something that you know you can get away with.  And in those moments, pleasure, mischief, and love all run together into one feeling and I want to hold on to you forever.  I hope you feel the same.  I just wanted you to know, sometimes, I see that smile.

Peace and Love

Mikey