Feeling Good

I thouhgt that returning an e-mail would be a lot to expect from the situation. I thought that chatting in IM would be overboard. Having you make plans to hang out when you were in town was more than I could have ever imagined. I think that the first thing that I noticed was your hair, only because I cound’t see you smile. I pulled up as your were looking through your trunk for a skecthbook u wanted to show me. I saw light brown hair grace your shoulders and dance in the slight breeze of the starbucks parking lot. Your so petite, it drives me crazy, the brown jeans and sleeveless white shirt went well with the weather, and the sandals made me remember it was summer and people I wouldn’t see until september were off living their lives away someplace they called home…but somehow, you were here with me.

The music was too loud, but I still heard every word you said, and felt happy every time that I saw you show a smile. I was glad to leave, and was really happy to hang out in the sun after it wasn’t so hot outside. I was glad that you liked the sketches I showed you, but somehow I feel like I could never be good enough to make you attracted to me…it’s just to much to wish for..and everything about you is just so good…

Frisbee in the dark. I love a movie just as much as the next guy, but I think I would rather be outside, running around with a friend being goofy pretending that I won’t ever have to grow up or take anything seriously…and I think you might be able to relate. I guess I wish we could share that feeling together, I guess I’d like to think that we have that much in common, something that could bring us close. I dunno, maybe I am just being sentimental after a really cool night with a friend while I remember how crazy about you I was in the past. I know that nothing between us has changed, I don’t really expect it to, I would just like to thank you for last night…its been a while since I’ve felt this good.

Peace and Love Mikey