Private ~ Happy New Year’s Eve

Happy New Year’s Eve! I can’t believe how it snuck up on me this year. I didn’t even realize it was so soon. I had no plans at all. AJ had mentioned something awhile back, but I haven’t talked to her all break. I tried getting ahold of her, but I just got her voicemail. So Craig asked Courtney if I could come over them cause she’s havin sumthin. Her mom gave her a limit on ppl, but she said it’s okay since Tracey isn’t comming. Surprise surprise! Kinda sux that I’m going to a party that I wasn’t even invited to and am only aloud to go to b/c sumone else is a w…I mean is unable to attend. What a Neew Year huh? Sounds like the same old stupid drama that I hate so much, but hey, I supose it could be better than staying home. I’m still hoping to ge tahold of AJ though. Maybe she’s havin some ppl over. Who knows. If not, wish me luck at Courtney’s. It should be all fine so long as Tracey doesn’t stop by with Ricky…that could be ugly. Especially if I’m not on my best behavior. I mean I know that Garrett and I haven’t really been friends since he started going out w/ Tracey, but we were friends for awhile and I hate to see him get hurt. Mutual break up or not, it’s only been like a week & if she brings another guy to a party that she’s blowing off anyway to be with…well I’m just not going t obe happy. Anyway, I hope everyone else can have a very happy new year’s eve. Make it a positive year. Forget resolutions, just think positively and give it all up to God. That’s what I’m goingto try to do. Spend New Year’s Eve praising God, no matter what!

I’m sorry that you have to stick your nose in my business where it doesn’t belong. I’m sorry that you don’t like the fact that I’m going to both parties. Yeah it has been week, but I’m not off with some other guy. I’m sure Craig told you that Ricky likes me, and that’s the truth. But that doesn’t mean I’m off with someone else. But whatever, it’s none of your business anyway….

Really, I don’t appreciate any of the bullshit you just said. I don’t know what you think I was trying to do by stopping over with Ricky, but it wasn’t intended to hurt Garrett. I’m not a bitch whether you believe that or not, and I would never want to hurt Garrett. I care a lot about him and I would never do that….

I was just tryig to find a way to go to both parties so that I could see all of my friends. Believe it or not, Courtney and them are not my only friends. Believe it or not, I was invited to more than one party. I’m sorry but you really should learn to keep your mouth shut. just because you are Craig’s girlfriend does not mean everything I say to him is your business. I’m not blowing anyone off…

It’s just that I have friends and I have places to go, unlike you obviously. Really, you should be a little more appreciative that Courtney is even inviting you. I think this was all unbelievably rude and uncalled for. I just don’t appreciate this and this is the reason I never liked you. None of this is your business and you had no right to say any of that.

random note…… Wander why you were not invited anywhere?