The ONE

Well, Frank is gone for a WHOLE week with his dad to the family farm in Scotland. Blah, I am bummed out, he’s the only person I TALK, talk to. Other then my mom anyway. I know he’ll miss me though, coz he will find some way to get online and send me a message. =) Last night we were talking and looking at kilts online because he needs a new one, (thats his traditional formal wear) and I made a silly joke and he responded by saying something like, "baby its your future heritage so….blah blah blah"  and I got quiet..’cause I wasn’t sure how to respond without sounding girlishly excited or unappreciative rude, lol. Then it dawned on him what he said and he laughed. "Lol, future heritage." 

You know, I am not really READY to get married, and I am not rushing it or anything. I know when the time comes for us to take that next big step we will. I just LOVE knowing that he thinks of me when he thinks of making that big step in his life you know? Like he KNOWS I am the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with. At least at this point. I know we’re both young, and things can change, but it is still a good feeling. I definately think ….know he’s the one for me. Anyway his little slip has had me smiling all day.

I am off work tomorrow! Woohoo! It is supposed to be beautiful and sunny, I think after classes I will go have my hair trimmed then go wash my car inside AND out. It needs it so badly. Every time I get in it to drive and I see the dust, I want to stop right then and get it done. I HATE nasty, dirty cars. I do everything in my power to make sure mine doesn’t get that way. I think it is because my mom has a nasty car, lol. You pick on her about it and it only gets worse.  If you thought her car was bad, you should see her room! She’s like a kid that way..lol

But I won’t pick on her too much, she is mommy after all.  I really don’t have anything to say. I am just bored at work and doing my best to make the time fly by as fast as possible. Kind of sad though, that I have absoluely nothing at all going on in my life. Other then the whole Rachel thing, I have no drama OR excitement, haha. I really hate that about my life though. Its so routine and redundant. Wake up, go to class, go to work, go home and sleep, wake up go to class go to work ….you get the idea. Even if there were a chance at excitement, I wouldn’t even have time for it. A couple of customers kept asking where to go for nightlife around here, and I honestly couldn’t tell them anything. They thought it was so odd that a young girl my age didn’t know where to go to have a good time. But when you don’t really have local friends or a social life, how do you have a good time??? Really sucks.

Thats all I am left to write about. My boring life, my boyfriend who is my only source to the outside world and stimulating conversation, and school.  I have taken up reading again, to fill that void in my life, which is good because I really have missed reading and getting lost in a really good book. I have been reading a little the past few nights before bed and I notice that I have waken up more rested. Its a silly romance novel, but I miss Frank so it’s nice to pretend I am the girl in the story, lol. I usually end up reading something in the book, and placing me and Frank in the situation, or comparing…

Well, I am gunna pack it up, now that my relief is here I can go home and get into my pj’s and back into the book. Candace Camp’s …."Secrets" or something or other…NO no, "Scandals" yeah thats the title. 🙂 Anyway, Im out.