Sincerely, Hanna

Dont leave highschool comments on my diary if you’re not going to own up to them. Although I can assume who it was. Im not fucking helpless, you’re a fucking rotten friend. THERE. I said it, man, Frank was right I do feel better after saying whats on my mind, haha..  Im not the one lying to MYSELF. And if lying to yourself helps you sleep at night, keep on lying. It will catch up with ya, don’t worry.  Im not the one who needs saving, Im not the one pretending to be something im not…ie: a good friend, a good, faithful, loyal, honest, girlfriend, a christian (thats fucking laughable).

 You didn’t have the balls to help me when YOUR fucking second boyfriend had his hands all over me. We both know he sure as hell isn’t interested in me. He wouoldn’t have been there if not for being close to you. He is your intimate friend, even if you don’t want to acknowledge your sexual relationship with him .  And if the tables were turned and frank or something  were molesting you, and you asked me  to control him,  especially if he  wasnt  listening to you, you would expect me to do something about it.  Trying to rationalize anything else is just trying to make yourself  feel better about your  own failings. To hear me ask you to control him, but think that because of a eprceived smile I didn’t want that, is rediculous. And for you to expect me to stop doing what I wanted to do and , rather than him cut his shit out is also quite unfair. He was the one doing the wrong thing not me. Friends back up friends. you  didn’t back me up. So if it were math, the result is obvious. So have the balls to sign your name to your petty, childish comments. You’re not so annonymous anymore, after some one gets to know you, they can see right through you.   But you’re wrong, I thought I was the victim too, but Im not the victim, you’re only hurting yourself. Because I am so fucking done hurting over some one like you.   Now, is that a good enough response to your nameless note?