On Puprpose

Well its been a while since I wrote last. I don’t think anyone reads these diaries anymore but thats okay.  Not much is new really. I just go to work and school. I was able to convince my boss to give me three days off a week now so I have more time for my studies.  Except I always have to end up working extra hours for my boss or some one else, lol so really it was pointless.

So I have quit calling my best friend on purpose, just to see if I hear from her. It’s been about 3 weeks now..and no word. I guess thats what happens to friends though, they drift apart. Obtain different priorities ya know? It happens, what can ya do. No one is meant to last anymore. 🙂

I have another friend I see from time to time. But she has a baby and I don’t want to influence her to just drop the kid off with baby setters all the time. On top of that, her home life is crazy insane and being inside her house for more than five minutes makes my head spin and my blood pressure rise. We spend about 1 day a week together and its good to have some one to talk to aside from my boyfriend and my mother. 😛

I still have my dad’s ashes…I know why now…I’ll explain in my next entry.